aww. you guys are all totally sweet. i'm not going to comment back to your comments or comment on your journal entries yet since i've only got a half-hour on here, but seriously, it's all really sweet of you. thanks to everyone who sent me well-wishes or whatever. hehe. you've been making me laugh (even though it hurts), so thank you :D ( Read more... )

well, guess what folks. i'm currently sitting in the uw-hospital surgical area on this computer, adorned in a hospital gown, attached to a huge IV tree through my hand, with a great bloody gash in my neck and multiple stitches. i'm not going to go into details now, but i just wanted to let you all know that i'll be here for at least one more night ( Read more... )

well, i can't talk much now, because mom is going absolutely postal with stress and in a minute i have to shower, eat a pb&j sandwich, chug as much water as is humanly possible (i'm going for 2 liters...that's what i drank the other day) until fasting time sets in, and go to bed. to reiterate one last time...

i will be leaving the house at 4:30 am ( Read more... )

well, i went to holly's mom's funeral today. ugh. i really hate funerals. as i'd predicted, it brought whooshing back a bunch of really icky memories that i'd've prefered to keep buried in my mind. in fact, one of the hymns at mrs. schult's funeral was "abide with me", which was sung at my dad's funeral. i got a really weird feeling when that song ( Read more... )

my weird bout of depressiveness is over. i think it was just a weird combo of pms and over-tiredness and mom being bitchy. i fell asleep around 6 and slept till 1, so i feel better. but i hate feeling like that. i wish i wasn't prone to pms moodiness ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

(i posted this in a previous protected entry but want to make it public so everyone knows ( Read more... )

i'm on here at this particular moment because mom has been watching my time online like a hawk and barely even allowing me to check my email. and she's been insuffrable. what else is new ( Read more... )

am 3/4 of the way through candide. hehe. i love it...it's hilarious. i love the part where the two naked girls are running around and the monkeys are biting their butts. hehehe.

in other news, i don't feel great. it's from all the lack of fresh food, i think, and the excess of over processed food, mainly carbs. >headache< plus, and maybe also as a ( Read more... )

i finished the stranger. good book. albert camus is the biggest cynical realist i've ever encountered--but way cool. he was a wonderful author...very influential. the only other one of his works i read was a short story, the title of which i've forgotten. anyways, it was a rather long short story that spanned the events of one night. it highlighted ( Read more... )