what a nice day

: )

i <3 the Hanks kids

my doctor is a british buddhist- how funny!

i need some moolah...

or a job

and now to be completley random to you but it totally makes sense in my head:

"STELLA!"

wow

im inspired

so so so inspried

im bursting with happiness

i feel

...

just absolutley euphoric

I really like Guys and Dolls now : )

im going to see the doctor again tommorow
so i don't knwo how long i'll be in school

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"There's no people like show people, they smile when they are low."

I've figured out alot this past week, being under a type of house arrest so I can get better. In the past week I have learned two important things:

1.  Your real friends come out when you need them most, but also when they need you.

and

2.  Nathan Lane is possibly the best actor I've ( Read more... )

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I've decided that once I get control of my body back
(hopefully by next week if this doctor is any good tommorow)
that im going to learn to dance

i also want to learn how to sing
but
one thing at a time eh?

"Fire down below!"

HAHA I <3 The Producers

happy halloween!!!!

this is one of my fav holidays
next year i'll celebrate it in style

but it was nice that Pete, Mauro, Jasmin and Nadia stopped by for a few min

that made my day

so yeah
last ngiht i was in so much pain i couldn't even get dressed by myself
i mean i seriously thought about going to the hospital

so i went and got bloodwork done today

they think it's Drug Induced Lupus

explination:  I was alleric to my medication and i got a shot to take care of it
but it had been in my body too long before the shot
so my body is ( Read more... )

My week:

i woke up Monday to discover that my scalp really really itched and then went home to find that it had spread all over my body

tuesday i went to the doctor- i had broke out in hives ( and was also suffering joint pain) from an allergic reaction to my medicene 
i got a shot- some pills, and was well enough to go to rehersal

so i went home wens ( Read more... )

today
was weird

yesterday i was awake for 20 straight hours

never again

then i had to wake up at 7:30 to do some shit

then around 1:00  i was so emotionaly stressed and physically tired that I layed down and slept for a couple of hours

this is weird to me because i haven't taken a real nap since i was like 10

yeah

tommorows picture day

i dunno

i wish there ( Read more... )

forgiveness
(pretty serious stuff ahead...i dunno)

How can you learn to forgive?

Is it a mechanism installed into our brains from birth?

Is it something we have to discover in the middle of the forest- desert or sea?

Or does it fall on us as randomly and surely as raindrops and settle like dew?

I think there's a reason we turn on the radio after a hard ( Read more... )