yeaa so0o ii guess me not being so0o nice anymor is helpin me get along. Kuz at least now no1 fucKKs with me. o0h yeaa so0o last nyt biLLy caLLz me and he got me heated so0 ii hung up on him, but then ii see him 2day and he ::GasP:: smiLes and sez "Hi"... ii was so0o proud of him! but yeaa on 2 other things .. ugh now ii think me and christian r in ( Read more... )

aha .. so0o okk haha last nyt Ford caLLz me!! eeks! so0o happy!! i've missed yew sweety! .. but anywayz, it was so0o ackward lol, but so0o lyk comforting jus 2 hear him. Its so0o amazing 2 hav a best friend lyk him. He's jus my love. AND lol, he actuaLLy showers everyday now!! HAHAH babe im so0o proud of yew!! ((Getting up at 6:15 must b a ( Read more... )

okk.. so0o the mor ii think about it .. the mor ii wanna smack myself 4 letting him go .. lyk ii mean he was my lyf ... and now he's jus gone .. lyk we're not even friends anymor.. its so0o scary, kuz ii mean he was the reason ii wud get up in the morning, aLL me was coLLectively in him. Im so0o lost and alone without him .. and lyk ii jus gotta ( Read more... )

stiLL reaLLy heated .. but ii was thinking .. "Y the heLL am ii gonna go 2 homecoming, if lyk every1 hates me, and ii kno im not gonna hav a good tyme anywayz .. and lyk 2 top it off ii hav no1 2 go with anywayz" .. so0 yeaa i've decided im not going. ii probs wont go 2 any of PC's events anymor. ((im sowwie robyn!! .. but im stiLL def helping yew ( Read more... )

okk .. so0o im lyk on the fone last nyt with biLLy and lyk yew kno we're tryin 2 patch things up .. and lyk 2hours later .. we're fine and dandy. And he's aLL lyk "ii promise ii wont treat yew lyk shit anymor, and 2morrow wen ii c yew yew'LL b getting a HUGE hug from me and i'LL b reaLLy nice" ... OK buLLshiT! He didnt giv me a hug .. ii didnt even ( Read more... )

HaPPy birfDaY Robyn!! lol .. yewr my hunny!! thanxs 4 aLL out great moments and convo's. Yew alwayz kno how 2 make me feeL better! .. yewr the bestest friend a gaL kud ask 4! Happy 15th .. hope aLL yewr wishes kom tru! xoxo-MeLzZ

OMG ii seriously cant stand the pple there anymor! ii jus need out! .. sum1 seriously save me!!
... more on the story later .. wen im not so0o craZii. xoxo-MeLzZ

okk so0o im bak 2 xplain now!

yeaa so0o friggen biLLy's madd at me as usuaL! .. (for wat?? .. absolutely NOTHING!), then Mike Caps gets madd at me! .. im lyk WTF?? y is caps getting madd ( Read more... )

::GiGGle:: Yay!! ii finaLLy got my LJ! hehe tankies Robyn! Yewr def the bestest!! .. .weLL off ii go but i'LL b bak 2 post later! xoxo- MeLzZ

LOL robyn!! i'LL die of Alcohol poisoning!! (haha then we def kno its ryt!!)