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I had this thought that the clothes I wear and buy are something I try to use to lead me to some interior life that I'm unable to get in touch with. For example, pullovers like this one (urbanoutfitters) or this one (f21) remind me of some kind of youthful comfort thing that I feel like I missed out on, the simplicity of wearing soft and fuzzy ( Read more... ) -
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My roommate left for the weekend to go to her friend's graduation in California. I didn't talk to anyone all day except texting my lab partner Jenna about lab data. I then tried to get ahold of our other lab partner, Zach, to get the rest of the data which Jenna and I had missed. So I looked up what I thought was his name on the OSU website and ( Read more... ) -
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stasia got a xanax from my mom and smoked some weed. now she feels better.
stasia got health insurance of the OHP. now she can go to the doctors to see a psychiatrist or some other mental health professional to feel better. in the meantime she smokes weed.
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Her time was spent in between forgetting her responsibilities entirely and frantically trying to make up for everything she perceived she hadn't done yet, or well enough. For fun, she liked to browse the Ikea catalog online, before she guiltily closed the window and berated herself for the distraction; she liked to dream about a sanctuary she alone ( Read more... ) -
i want contact. i want somebody's hot breath on my face
i have that phrase stuck in my head. what is it from?
what is on the table these days? i am uncommonly happy. new music. drunk with my roommate and her mom who kept making sex jokes about her daughter and her boyfriend; charming. apples to apples and i made awful hitler jokes and they told me i'm at my wittiest after a couple drinks. i still don't ( Read more... ) -
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Okie doke. I am going to go ahead and write out all what is bothering me because if I don't I'll forget about it and in a couple years I wil have no way of ridiculing my past self as thoroughly as I will have deserved, so this way when I look back on this I will fully be able to appreciate how embarrassing it is and how badly I'm gonna handle it ( Read more... ) -
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I guess there is only so much I can say. Only so many loopy looping repetitive thoughts I can have before I get tired and just want to call the whole thing off. Think about something else. coat on, headphones on, out the door, on the way home.
( Laurel and Sara and Stas. Guys guys guys calm the fuck down alreadyyy
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These are some things that are currently pending in my life:
-friendships/relationships with a few people which I have a lot of anxiety about
-a couple friendships/relationships which I feel really good/relaxed about but still need to pay time & attention to
-two typed lab reports due tomorrow
-a fuckton of online chemistry homework
-what might possibly ( Read more... )
