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GOD! Neil is online but i can't IM him because you can't do that in the library!!!THAT SUCKS ASS....I WANNA TALK TO HIM!!!*cries* i havn't talk to him in like, 6 days....i want my man....and he leaves next week, and i have the feeling that the only person who can take me to see him...WON'T take me because he's jealous....and he shouldn't be! my ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:Very HighSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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HEY, UMMMMM, can i have to new journal password....tis time to get rid of the "Boiluva". that's gonna suck...it's gonna feel like i'm leaving my child or something.....maybe i should rethink before i change....NO...I WANNA DO IT! do you still have to password.
bye!
Love,
Jonathan

today was good. i don't want to jinx myself but....things are getting better. i think i found my way and what i'm suppost to be doing (and i'll explain that later.) nothing is really going on. i think my mind is finding the right direction to go ( Read more... )

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so, here are some pics of the one i love so dearly! he ain't to cutest person in the world...but guess what..that doesn't matter because i love him! : )

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i had a good day...i got "in touch with my spirit." it was really cool!!! i don't feel like talking about it right now though....i'm gonna write Neil now.
bye!
Jonathan.

HOW IS EVERYBODY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

didn't get to go and see Neil. at this point i don't think i'll ever see him again. i really miss him. i hate my life and i've given up on everything. i'm sleepy. i REALLY need to see Neil....even if it's like for a few minutes. i havn't had any contact with him in the last 3 days....I'M GOING CRAZY!!! i'm gonna try my best to see him. if anything ( Read more... )

hey guys. i gotta make this one short (i know ya'll are happy ( Read more... )