the emptiness i've found

[boisterousnegro]

Today was awful. I know that's probably really shallow of me to say, because I did not get raped or kidnapped or lose anyone close to me. But it was just one of those days when I just felt trapped in my own house, a prisoner to my own negative thoughts, and was constantly on the verge of tears. I guess it began from the beginning. I woke up around

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[kristerella]

although i am not moving out and becoming independent, i know the way you are feeling. and it brings tears to my eyes to see people like you carrying on with your lives and do something with it. sure i say im happy for you all and what you have accomplished, but then hate and jealousy and regret starts to fill up my heart. and what does that lead to? depression

[boisterousnegro]

Your comment made me so sad, honey bunches. You always manage to make me see ust how pessimistic and selfish I'm being, just by being the sweet, genuine person you are. And I thank you for that. Even if we do lose touch, which I hope won't happen, but if it does, please know that I admire and respect you every bit as much as you respect me.

I hope we can spend some time together before I leave. I will never forget the things you've done for me!

[missagirl]

I feel the same way you do in a sense. All of my closest friends are packing up and moving on without me. Starting this Sunday I lose a part of my life as you all leave me for new and better things while I am stuck here. Why cant we just start over again in kindergarden?

And thanks for the nice thing you said about me after seeing me at the gym.................................