It is constantly an ongoing battle with me. Sometimes I really don't want to be with anybody and just be on my own, and other times (like tonight) I really wish I had someone. I haven't really led a very proactive dating life, in fact I have never in my entire life. Everyone I've ever gone out with, dated etc. have always came to me. Some of them ( Read more... )

You know, I've been doing some thinking. Now that I look at it, my life means jack shit. No really it does. I mean in the grand scheme of things on this planet. Look at the history of this planet, what the hell do I have to offer? Nothing. It just always comes back to the whole "life is meaningless and death is inevitable" thing. But does it have ( Read more... )

Friday I went out with Jessica, Sarah, BJ, and Mark over to Brian's house for a kegger. It was hilarious. I had such a great time. It was crazy. We played this drinking game that just about made everyone piss their pants with laughter. It was definitely the highlight of my weekend. I probably had around 7 or 8 drinks and peed like 20 times. If this ( Read more... )

Look outside, the weather has been stunning. It brings a smile to my face. I see the true beauty of this planet. The birds are chirping, the squirrels are playing with their nuts (does that sound sexual?) the bugs are beginning to buzz, the flowers are starting to bloom, the grass has begun to grow, and life continues to abound. Spring surely has a ( Read more... )

This has probably been one if not the most bizare circumstances I have ever encountered, but not necessarily a bad thing.

I don't hate anyone, because hate is a really strong word, but having said that, Ann Coulter is one person who I do hate ( Read more... )

So I went for a run today with Mezzo. My legs are killing me. We were only going to run 2 miles or so but we ended up running the entire campus, so basically double, maybe even triple what we meant to do. It was fun though, it was such a fuckin fabulous day. Then we went to Holden and got some icecream and sat outside like some cool bitches. Good ( Read more... )

I have been so flustered lately. Usually I am very articulate and easily understood but lately it seems as if I am speaking another language to people because nobody seems to really get what I talk about. I don't talk in subliminal messages, I just say what I say, but I am having trouble communicating the right words I suppose. Like most days, ( Read more... )

Why am I so indecisive? If I don't stop this I am going to lose everything.

So here I am studying, unsuccessfully i might add. What the hell am I doing? I am supposed to be studying for a big ass exam tomorrow morning and here I am waisting time on LJ. I need a cig.