The only thing you stand for, is never actually taking a stance..
You say that you’re more loyal to your commitments than to the magistrate and voice in your heart...but who exactly were you committed to? You chose. You know very well; where you are committed is also where you heart lies, so don’t try to console me by not committing to your own feelings. It’s not helping, it’s just wrecking...our friendship. I want to believe what you felt was true, but how can I when I go from being the person you’re in love with to a sister to you? ...if you say I’m your sister, why do you give me even the slightest bit of hope of a future...why do you make it seem like this could just be an intermission?...maybe you’re not misleading maybe I’m just misreading, misjudging? misunderstanding?, or just plain missing who I thought you were.
Too bad I believed you.
I almost wish I didn't know.
"The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest thing to fake's a feeling to fool someone else"