I don't get you. You say you aren't but you are just like him.  If you don't want me around anymore tell me.  Then at least I don't need to keep making excuses.  Stop pretending like you don't treat me like a blacksheep.

so I just saw Twilight and it was actually really good. But as I do with most movies, I try to take a line from it and make something extremely deep out of it. So the line I took from Twilight was "A lion fell in love with a Lamb." Surprisingly I got nothing. I keep comparing it to God and all I can get is the way that it says in the Bible that ( Read more... )

I am so worried about you right now. I don't know what is going on with you right now. I don't know what is goingthrough your head. I just don't know. I love you.

so I find other religions at times fascinating. Not that I am thinking about converting of anything. But tonight while at work trying to clean the backroom Sam told me to go find out what a guy whom was in the back parking lot was doing. I walked outside and saw that he had on what looked like a yamaka or however you spell it and had his shoes ( Read more... )

well this is a very new feeling. It is incredibly scary and yet one of the most amazing gdelimys I have ever experienced.

Hey everyone ( Read more... )

So I am loving how much stress is in my life lately ( Read more... )

Dear God,

Why am I such a screw up?  I never mean to do any harm.  I am simply trying to improve a situation and it always ends up bad.  What am I doing wrong?  I always hurt the ones I love most, and I am never quite sure how or why I do it.  Help me...

I absolutely love having friends who care a lot about me.  Friday afternoon I went up to Torrie's to go to her trumpet lesson with her and then get a haircut.  I wasn't feeling very well at all Thursday or Friday and now I found out that it is most likely mono... which really sucks so on the way to Wallingford I asked Torrie if I could push my ( Read more... )

1) Get married to the perfect wife for me ( Read more... )