So I am thinking I am gonna start writing again. Starting with this entry ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in awhile because the drama in my life has been petty little stuff that doesn't matter the next week... but something big has happened. A friend of mine, Mike Gang, committed suicide Friday night. I wasn't really close to him... the only time i really saw him was either in school last year or when he came into CVS almost everyday ( Read more... )

So things are better now.

So today and yesterday sucked. Well the beginning of yesterday at least. Towards the end it was better but today really sucked. My relationship status is still super confusing and it is really starting to annoy me.

I love when fortune cookies have wisdom.... especially multiple fortune cookies in a row telling you something.

But yesterday was an amazing day. Basically because of who I was with.

So my relationship status has changed. But it is super confusing so I will just say that.

So for the past couple of weeks I haven't posted because I have been moving. We had to be totally moved out of our old house by the friday before last. That really sucked because we couldn't move into the condominium we got until this last friday. So for a week we were homeless. We ended up staying in this little trashy motel for a few days ( Read more... )

so today I woke up like it was just another day until I got home from school. I decided to go out for a bike ride to the secluded beach I found about a mile down the street. I was sitting there and I realized that no matter what happiness happiness is a choice, and so is most other emotions.

I am looking for so many answers to questions which almost seem meaningless. Most of them are about Her. I have liked Her for probably half of the time I have known Her. I have known Her for 4 years now so you can do the math. I feel really bad though because She is going out with someone and part of me hopes that that relationship doesn't last ( Read more... )

So what was a good day suddenly turned pretty crappy. My mom just found out that we are most likely not going to have a place to live in 10 days. The house we are renting right now we only had for an academic rental and the guy who is renting it to us needs us out in 10 days so he can rent it out. We would extend our lease but during the summer ( Read more... )