last night i got drunk with the chicas who live live a floor below me. it was kinda a going away party for two of them since two of them are moveing out of this dorm and into an all girl dorm. thanks again kuriame for that little favor it made my week to just get drunk with the girls and have no worries whatsoever. one of the girls lives in ( Read more... )

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"I would walk through fire a million years just for one minute in your arms."
I can’t wait until school is out. I just want to start working again and forget about all of this bullshit, this is the same shit that high school was like all of the little clics nothing has changed it agates me that people are still so stupid to be so shallow.

I will no longer allow my self to be used by girls. My life has become a fucking joke. I cant even take myself seriously any more. Last night was not the first time i felt this way but it was the straw that broke the camel's back. for those who have access to my other journal you know what i am talking about. and for the rest of you it is of no ( Read more... )

One of my friends once told me that I would find love when I least expect it. That might be true but I don't need it when I least expect it, I need it now! I need someone to help me take my mind off of my own problems. I have finally came to the conclusion that there is no hope of the kind of relationship with Beth that I am looking for and that I ( Read more... )

I apologize to any one that I might have become distant with. I am tired of dealing with all of the bullshit involved with keeping a public “Happy Face.” Most days I would prefer to crawl up in a hole and stay there but, I go to class and socialize with people just for the tiny prospect of finding someone who will like me enough to take that leap ( Read more... )

one of my friends left me a message on my mechine at 11:30 to tell me that she left her phone in my car. I decited to go to sleep at 10 seeing as I have an 8am lab in the morring but the beeping of my mechine woke me up at 2:10 i went down to my car found it and went to her room. i was going to slip it under her door but it would not fit so i ( Read more... )

"Everyday i die a little,until i am left with the withered corpse of the person that i used to be"

If was a creature from mythology i would like to be cerberus the multi-head hound of hell.

one of my friends told me about this community and when my old one crashed i decided to join. I hope the other one will be up and running again soon it is pissing me off. well to day is election day there were no good choices and i was very tempted to write in my pet hedgehog on the ballot that would have been some funny shit. but Spike is not ( Read more... )