would i look good with bangs?

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 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

so i'm an aunt now. thomas carl swanson was born on august 15 at 8:18 pm. he was 9 lbs, 21.5 inches long. honestly he is probably the most beautiful baby i've ever seen. things are good, and i'm going to win the mega millions so things will be even better.

yeah for things going into place. 

this year feels like a blur to me. its going by too fast.

any day now i'm going to be an aunt and my birthday is right around the corner.
but i can't help but feel really sad, all the plans i make and wants that i have fall through constantly.

we never win do we? 

I've made up my mind, I'm getting a half sleeve. 

so the nephews baby shower is on saturday, did I mention i'm going to be an aunt?

This week just feels like walking on egg shells with the tension that is building in my house, I am 
hoping its just because the party is here and it will go away soon.

other news looking for a job has been extremely hopeless, and very depressing. Everyday I do the same ( Read more... )

For the past two weeks my life has felt very repudiative, both weekends i have gone broke, i have made very little money at the emerald and i had to pay $185 on my credit card which brought me out of the whole ( Read more... )

 i feel like i haven't been living up to my full potential in life, everything feels like a blur. i really want to start writing again but every time i pick up a pen or open a new word document on my computer my mind just goes blank. i am very congested with thoughts and i can't even get them out on a piece of paper.

any suggestions?

 So... life's good. Things are starting to fall in place bit by bit.

babysitting sucks.

 i want to get another tattoo really bad.

anyone hiring?