Is it weird to be sad for the person I used to be? I will occasionally go back and read entries from several years ago, especially 2007 and 2008. Reading those entries breaks my heart. And it feels weird, because it was me, but it doesn't feel like it was me. Because I'm me now ( Read more... )

I'm feeling fairly back to normal today, which is nice. I think I have Starbucks to thank for that. Even though they didn't have my salted caramel mocha, they did make me a very delicious peppermint mocha.

I've been wanting to watch the Prince of Tennis Chinese drama recently. I'll have to see if I can find the old downloads... Long Ma. <3 He' ( Read more... )

I realize it's been quite a while since my last art post here on livejournal... While I know most people who watch me here also watch me either on Facebook and tumblr, some or many of these may be redundant. But here's some colors for ya anyway.

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Aunt Karen passed away on Wednesday morning at 1:15 am. She went peacefully with my mom and Aunt Linda by her side ( Read more... )

Dropped out of a swap I was going to participate in for December, also a logo drawing contest. I just can't focus on anything but my normal day-to-day routine. And I have a feeling it's going to get a bit more difficult from here on out ( Read more... )

Actually, it's bone and brain cancer that's got my Aunt Karen so delirious. And she's terminal. She's been ready to go for a long time... I plan to see her Saturday with my cousin Becky so we can just be there. Tell her it's okay to go ( Read more... )

My aunt's in the hospital again, delirious from low calcium and magnesium levels. My poor mother has been running back and forth from the hospital, taking notes just so that my aunt's husband can know what's going on. It's such a mess and I just don't understand cosmic powers, because really, why does this kind of stuff always happen on the ( Read more... )

Prince of Tennis, I will never stop loving you. Ever.

My last "real" post left off wondering if I have Lynch Syndrome. I do. But it will not be the end of me. Like the velociraptors in Jurassic Park -- life will find a way!

So while it's been quite a long time since I've placed a real post on this thing, I haven't skipped more than a few days of reading my LJ flist... It's amazing (and inspiring) to see how people have kept up with their day-to-day blogging... and it's made me miss it -- miss having an outlet for all the random twists in my brain ( Read more... )