What a boring day. I woke up way too early, like 9.. and forced myself back to sleep until 1. There's no way I'm going to wake up early on a Friday. I'll be doing something tonight and I don't want to up and fall asleep. I'm getting way into hardcore for anyone who doesn't already know. I still know absolutely shit about it, but I know I like it. ( Read more... )

Wanna smash your house
Wanna smash your car
Wanna fuck your wife
Wanna wreck your life
I wanna see you snap
I wanna hear you crack

April Fools Day and I'm on my guard. I go into work at 6 this evening instead of the normal 7:30 for Fridays. I was thinking.. if it turned out to be a prank by my manager.. it would be pretty fucking funny. We'll be on the clock though so I wouldn't care either way. I woke up a little earlier than usual this morning, so that's good. Otherwise it's ( Read more... )

Thursday is here. Payday. I have a few debts to pay back but for the most part this check is mine, and I don't think I'll up and blow it like I did all the others. I say that now ( Read more... )

It's been an alright day so far. I slept in a little bit and talked on the phone for a while before getting hungry and going downstairs for some food. Right now stuff seems pretty uneventful, and I don't like that work is coming up.. but tonight should be pretty cool. I haven't talked to Andrew yet but I'm going to call him within the next hour or ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot lately. It's just about the only thing I do with my free time these days. I decided I'm going to try to change my outlook on life entirely. For the longest time I've had a really awful hopeless feeling overshadowing everything I do. Like nomatter what I do, it isn't worth it. I still have to get up and go to work until I ( Read more... )

I get the urge to write more in this thing, but never inspiration on what to say. It was a good weekend. Flametrick and Beer Mongers Friday night after work. Saturday I slept all fucking day and then went to a movie and bought some records. Sunday was Aaron's birthday so Andrew and me went over there and I grilled some burgers for dinner. It was a ( Read more... )

Wow today is strange already. I'm clear headed, and that's more than I can say about the rest of the week. Yesterday especially I felt sick as hell and almost missed work. I went to Walgreens and picked up some really powerful antihistamine pills. 8 bucks for 5 pills, but they worked, so I don't mind. I'm going to take another one today to make ( Read more... )

Damn the old picture really brings back some memories ( Read more... )

Days and weeks still melting together. I'm living for the weekend these days. Even though my job is in short shifts, the time I have to go in really fucks with my social life. I'm at work during the best time to do something, and by the time I punch out it's after 9 and usually too late. Work itself is less stressful, so that's a good thing. I'm ( Read more... )