Holy god I'm so fed up with people and their shit. I can't take this much longer. Everyone has to bitch and complain, or have a chip on their shoulder. People are two faced hypocrites with sticks up their asses and bad attitudes. Everything I think I have goin' for me gets fucked up and I realize more every day how little I can depend on. If I see ( Read more... )

Yay the holiday from hell is over! Now everyone can go back to being depressed. Depressions always pretty popular right after the holidays so I'll have plenty of company ( Read more... )

And I wanna give a shout out, happy birthday to my nigga JC.

Im updating even though I don't have anything to say. I don't guess that's such a good idea since I won't know what to talk about. Anyway ( Read more... )

I slipped back into my 'fuck journals' mood. I really have nothing to say anymore. This isn't a time in my life I want to look back and remember. So why document it? It's just another lonely holiday season with no money job car or girl. At least I have drugs and alcohol to keep me company, which they have been for the past several weeks, and are at ( Read more... )

Happy Turkey Day people.

Things are looking back up a bit. The week has finally started and I have thanksgiving to look forward to. Pool on Tuesday. No big plans for the week, just playing it by ear. I forgot to put up an away message last night and got a bunch of IM's. I hate it when that happens... it always seems like I miss the important messages and the people I want ( Read more... )

Sometimes from the moment you wake up you can feel a different vibe about the day. Today was one of those days. I had strange dreams all night long and woke up feeling off and tired. I've been working out to get the blood moving but I can still feel the fatigue nipping at my heels. It's an odd day because I don't feel like joking. My mind is set on ( Read more... )

Even with all the twists and turns in life... I never saw this coming. I can only blame myself. Don't follow your heart people, it just makes it hurt more when reality sinks back in. I'd like to think it can work out somehow but I've dug myself into a pretty deep hole. Don't know what I'm talking about? Don't care.

I don't usually update without a show or something to prompt me, but I have just gotten out of the swing of using this thing... and now I think I'll just update whenever. Ask me in a week and I'll have probably changed my mind... but for now, I feel like typing ( Read more... )