well i uess it's time for me to be a follower and not a leader as well:

it was 40 degrees when i went to my 8:30.
windy all day and chilly.
now it's 56 degrees.

and the heat is starting to come on in the middle of hte night in our dorm now. the vent is right at the foot of my bed. my toes enjoy it very much.

doctor didn't call today with my results... :( maybe tomorrow.

i should get my results back from the blood tests today. yay!

i think i'm going to get my period soon. and by soon, i mean within the next 24 hours....

bloody nose #11 today (in less than 3 weeks).

well, i just found out my chem score: 85%. in order to get out of the engineering study labs i have to get an A on both my chem and calc tests. so even if i get a 1 million percent of my calc test, I AM STILL STUCK IN THE STUPID, UNPRODUCTIVE STUDY LABS FOR ANOTHER 4 WEEKS!!!!!!

that is all.

jackie = confused.

so this morning was bloody nose #6 since they began on friday.

i think it's stress. sub conscious stress. because i feel like i did at SA as far as stress and worries go. so there's got to be something more...

hmm....

dig deep i guess. dig deep.

so today i did something that was in a sense very un-jackie-like but in another way was very jackie-like: i walked out of a class ( Read more... )