Collected thoughtings
FIrst of all, I have a new nickname. I don't know if you can make your own nickname, but this is the name I will enter the OU airhockey tournament with (provided I can make the proper times):
Jam-Bone Slamfist
I think that's a wicked nickname.
So here are more thoughtings
MST3K had a brilliant line from their last movie:
That was less subtle than an Annie SPrinkle performance art piece
That's funny
So, Alcohol and I have decided to call it quits officially. We were talking for a while to see if it was gonna work out, and finally we just said fuck it, and went our seperate ways. I haven't drank any since Dane's party, which is almost a month and have had no desire to drink heavily ever again. I might flirt with a beer or two here and there, but even then, I think I'm done. The withdrawal/shakes started scaring me, and I've blacked out twice this quarter so I'm done. I'm afraid I might have diabetes and/or alcoholic hepatitus, unfortunately I'm showing a lot of symptoms of both, and my dad has diabetes. A doctor visit will tell, but I'm not ready for that just yet. I need to get in a better head-space.
Speaking of which, I'm starting a new project. The machine guns got pushed back, and might not get done at all, which is sad. The show comes up too fast though. We'll see what happens, I might be able to pull off a quick and dirty lewis, and I might just to make myself build something quick and sloppy, a real theatre prop. Anyhow, my new project is going to be building my mind. I'm too negative and that needs to stop. I'm starting to get fat, and it needs to stop too. I've cut out all drinks save tea, water, gatorade, and my protein shakes and will now start taking vitamins again. I've been dead broke for almost three weeks. My mom lent me some money so I can eat again and when the loan comes in i'll be doing well for money again...for about 3 weeks.
I realize that this feeling and self-analysis is cyclical. Many people try to re-shape things this time of year because "It's a brand new year!" but that's not my motivation. Time is a human construct, there is nothing magical about it. For me it's because this is the only period where I'm not busy as shit working on something and can think about other things for a while. It's then that I realize how much I've screwed up while i was busy working. SO we will see what sticks. I've checked out some of the facilities here, and there are plenty of fun things to do. The got indoor swimming pool with high and low dives for general use, free of charge for students. They have an ice skating rink open T, R, and the weekend with skate rentals for $2. A 3-story arcade that is hosting an Airhockey tournament this next quarter. The winner of which then enters into a tournament with the winners from other OU campuses for a grand OU Airhockey Champ. If I have the time, I could very easily get into that. Then your standard gym with all the fitness equipment I will never use, indoor track and basketball quartz. hehe. So, I'm going to try and get into some form of entertaining physical activity again. They have a capoeira group, but they play in the day, and I'm always busy so....no go.
I'm done typing.
Jam-Bone Slamfist out!
Jam-Bone Slamfist
I think that's a wicked nickname.
So here are more thoughtings
MST3K had a brilliant line from their last movie:
That was less subtle than an Annie SPrinkle performance art piece
That's funny
So, Alcohol and I have decided to call it quits officially. We were talking for a while to see if it was gonna work out, and finally we just said fuck it, and went our seperate ways. I haven't drank any since Dane's party, which is almost a month and have had no desire to drink heavily ever again. I might flirt with a beer or two here and there, but even then, I think I'm done. The withdrawal/shakes started scaring me, and I've blacked out twice this quarter so I'm done. I'm afraid I might have diabetes and/or alcoholic hepatitus, unfortunately I'm showing a lot of symptoms of both, and my dad has diabetes. A doctor visit will tell, but I'm not ready for that just yet. I need to get in a better head-space.
Speaking of which, I'm starting a new project. The machine guns got pushed back, and might not get done at all, which is sad. The show comes up too fast though. We'll see what happens, I might be able to pull off a quick and dirty lewis, and I might just to make myself build something quick and sloppy, a real theatre prop. Anyhow, my new project is going to be building my mind. I'm too negative and that needs to stop. I'm starting to get fat, and it needs to stop too. I've cut out all drinks save tea, water, gatorade, and my protein shakes and will now start taking vitamins again. I've been dead broke for almost three weeks. My mom lent me some money so I can eat again and when the loan comes in i'll be doing well for money again...for about 3 weeks.
I realize that this feeling and self-analysis is cyclical. Many people try to re-shape things this time of year because "It's a brand new year!" but that's not my motivation. Time is a human construct, there is nothing magical about it. For me it's because this is the only period where I'm not busy as shit working on something and can think about other things for a while. It's then that I realize how much I've screwed up while i was busy working. SO we will see what sticks. I've checked out some of the facilities here, and there are plenty of fun things to do. The got indoor swimming pool with high and low dives for general use, free of charge for students. They have an ice skating rink open T, R, and the weekend with skate rentals for $2. A 3-story arcade that is hosting an Airhockey tournament this next quarter. The winner of which then enters into a tournament with the winners from other OU campuses for a grand OU Airhockey Champ. If I have the time, I could very easily get into that. Then your standard gym with all the fitness equipment I will never use, indoor track and basketball quartz. hehe. So, I'm going to try and get into some form of entertaining physical activity again. They have a capoeira group, but they play in the day, and I'm always busy so....no go.
I'm done typing.
Jam-Bone Slamfist out!