i am going to die over my two week break. i am out of school until october 11. someone please hang out with me all weekend to keep my mind off of things.

i can never find happiness anymore. i just want to give up on everything right now and just sleep through my hard times ( Read more... )

i dont know how much more i can take. i really dont want to talk about it but i know its not just going to go away. im stuck with the pain.

why do i not ever write in this thing? i am at school right now in my digital photography class. my only friend in here is amanda. its so boring. half day today. that rules. my life sucks. i need a new job. i am treated like shit. i hate coming in. patricia needs to find a job for both of us. hung out with matt yesterday for 15 minutes. he took me ( Read more... )

Lindsey:

how was your first day of school?????

i got my new car and Lindsey and Eric already rode in it!!!!!

Matt drove it. so did Lindsey. its soooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!

so my life has sucked lately. im trying to buy a better car so when i move to rita ranch ill be able to make it back into town all the time. i stayed at work tonight later.....
its sad how im like the only one that can drive a manual car. all these pussy boys cant even. im such a boy i want to be a mechanic when i turn 18........
oh well

i miss hanging out with Seldon.
i still have the cupcake.

i think i need a new boyfriend too. anyone???

i fucking hate my family and want to movie out NOW!
does anyone want to be my room mate?
please!!

i dont want to say what happened...