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Happy New Year to all my lovely darlings!
Last Night Was Interesting....
So yesterday I was the drama queen for once and i got pissed off at john b/c he was talking to and lookin at this one chick that he knew who worked at the bar we went to. i was gettin more and more depressed b/c once again i was overthinking the situation. plus she was prettier than me. cute. perfect blonde hair, perfect skin. bigger boobs and a bigger butt lol. so i was chain smokin to piss john off. then we kinda faught about it. john thought i was trying to tell him he cant talk to girls. but i guess hes known this girl since he was in pre-school. whatever. the end. so when i get to johns at about 8 theres an oh-so-lovely 5th of sour apple pucker. mmmm. i had 3 shots right away. it allll went down hill from there lol. i kept doin shot after shot after shot and before i knew it the 5th was gone...i had probably 9 or 10 shots of it (i split it with 3 other girls). so then i start on my beer...and ciggarettes and ciggarettes and ciggarettes and ciggarettes.....i was completely toasted by 10....mind you i had to stay alive until at least 1 so i could welcome in the new year with my sweety. MY FIRST NEW YEARS EVE KISS WITH SOMEONE! i dont remember much lets just say that. so then the balls drops and ive already finished my 3rd beer on top of the 9 or so shots that id had earlier. i find john and give him a kiss, but since it was my first new years eve with a lover boy at my side i wanted it to be special. john walked away after the semi-sweet kiss. he had already done a 5th of bicardi razz and a shot of jack daniels and 3 or so shots of grey goose vodka. and he was the first to puke as predicted by everyone. so i got mad when he walked away. i threw my noise maker at his head. he didnt feel it and kept walkin. so i grabbed the first bottle i see...a pint of apple pucker. i dont remember past this point. from stories told back to me i guess i locked myself in the laundry room on top of the washer and finished the pint by myself. john and his friend ryan had to carry me out and into johns room b/c i couldnt walk. and they said there was so much dead weight to carry, that the little 127 lbs that i am felt like 350. lets just say im never drinking again (haha, RIGHT!) but i was sooooooo sick this morning it was unbelievable. so yeah. i planned on going out with a bang...and i sho nuff did!!!!!!
My resolutions for this year...
+ save money
+ find a second job
+ get rid of my pos/expensive car...get one i can afford and rely on
+ move in with john
+ stop smoking...hopefully this year wont be as dramatic so ill be able to complete this unlike last year
Annonymous or not, whats your new years resolution?....
i love you all!
Last Night Was Interesting....
So yesterday I was the drama queen for once and i got pissed off at john b/c he was talking to and lookin at this one chick that he knew who worked at the bar we went to. i was gettin more and more depressed b/c once again i was overthinking the situation. plus she was prettier than me. cute. perfect blonde hair, perfect skin. bigger boobs and a bigger butt lol. so i was chain smokin to piss john off. then we kinda faught about it. john thought i was trying to tell him he cant talk to girls. but i guess hes known this girl since he was in pre-school. whatever. the end. so when i get to johns at about 8 theres an oh-so-lovely 5th of sour apple pucker. mmmm. i had 3 shots right away. it allll went down hill from there lol. i kept doin shot after shot after shot and before i knew it the 5th was gone...i had probably 9 or 10 shots of it (i split it with 3 other girls). so then i start on my beer...and ciggarettes and ciggarettes and ciggarettes and ciggarettes.....i was completely toasted by 10....mind you i had to stay alive until at least 1 so i could welcome in the new year with my sweety. MY FIRST NEW YEARS EVE KISS WITH SOMEONE! i dont remember much lets just say that. so then the balls drops and ive already finished my 3rd beer on top of the 9 or so shots that id had earlier. i find john and give him a kiss, but since it was my first new years eve with a lover boy at my side i wanted it to be special. john walked away after the semi-sweet kiss. he had already done a 5th of bicardi razz and a shot of jack daniels and 3 or so shots of grey goose vodka. and he was the first to puke as predicted by everyone. so i got mad when he walked away. i threw my noise maker at his head. he didnt feel it and kept walkin. so i grabbed the first bottle i see...a pint of apple pucker. i dont remember past this point. from stories told back to me i guess i locked myself in the laundry room on top of the washer and finished the pint by myself. john and his friend ryan had to carry me out and into johns room b/c i couldnt walk. and they said there was so much dead weight to carry, that the little 127 lbs that i am felt like 350. lets just say im never drinking again (haha, RIGHT!) but i was sooooooo sick this morning it was unbelievable. so yeah. i planned on going out with a bang...and i sho nuff did!!!!!!
My resolutions for this year...
+ save money
+ find a second job
+ get rid of my pos/expensive car...get one i can afford and rely on
+ move in with john
+ stop smoking...hopefully this year wont be as dramatic so ill be able to complete this unlike last year
Annonymous or not, whats your new years resolution?....
i love you all!