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[bomedeeville]

something terrible happened to a good friend of mine. i wish i could have gone there last night, just to give him a hug. but nobody called.

shawn...my thoughts are with you.

<3

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[victim_choking]

thanks lea. i really appreciate your sympathy and support right now. its an aweful thing to happen to someone close. after experincing how much death effects people... i never want anyone close to me to die again. The pain is unbearable. Heart sinks. just emptiness. i wanted to kill myself. for the past few days (its fri now) i wanted to end my pain... but after talking to matt, i realize that this is just one of many of life's obsticles. and that you cant give up when shit gets tough. just keep trying. this is all apart of gods sick and twisted plan for us all. maybe he gets off on seeing us die and suffer? if so.. fuck you. it might sound cruel... but damnit... this is fuckin terrible. jamie was only 19, thats too damn young... parents are not supposed to bury their kids.. its supposed to be the other way around. Sue, love ya, and dont quit now, keep the faith, be strong, erin needs ya more then ever now... even though she cant read it. but... everything was goin great... sue and rob(my dad)were going to get married this summer, and