wow i knew so young and me would break up eventually and i knew she was already going out with amanda what i didnt know is how much it would hurt when it happend
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I'm sorry you got hurt, but not being able to trust anyone at all isn't that good either. When the hell did I say you were always putting me down? If you're talking about when we went walking, I said that you odten try to top me: say you've done better. And then we worked it out that I took what you were saying the wrong way, remember? I'm sorry if I'm "the only 1 ive ever had a problem with"
I am more than adequately aware that I lack confidence. I do not need it declared to me. Also, I can't say this enough because no one seems to get it, I CANNOT HELP THAT I AM ALWAYS BOUNCING BACK BETWEEN DEEP DEPRESSION AND HAPPINESS. I CAN'T HELP THAT BAD THINGS HAPPEN THAT OVERTAKE THE FEW GOOD THINGS THAT ACTUALLY HAPPEN TO ME, SO I DON'T HAVE TIME TO FOCUS ON THESE "GOODS." I'M SORRY!!!! I'm sorry also that I make you feel sad and sorry for me, and I'm sorry again that I've changed. I didn't really think I changed that much; I thought I was still able to make you smile and laugh and be happy. I'm sorry me not feeling good and being sad is
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wow i mean wow im sorry that didnt come out the way i meant it to i guess uhm ur still a great friend and i wld die without u ur just always there for me even if ur sad to u sacrifice and say ur alright so i feel alright ur just awesome chris and i love u whether ur sad happy or crazy kim
If I wasn't all the way in Arizona, then I would be home, and if I was at home, I could walk up the street to your house and give you an amazing hug. When I do get back, I'll totally walk up the street and come see you.
Aw, c'mon, people change. We can't really do anything about it, but people change. It's weird how Christie bounced between the two extremes of sadness and happiness, but there's not really anything we can do about it. All we can really do is be there for our friends, try and help them when we can, and enjoy the good times we have together. Don't take the time you have with her, weather good, bad, for better, or for worse...don't take it for granted. The ease of being friends with someone could be yanked away faster than most people can imagine, and then the time you actually get to spend with them face-to-face becomes limited and meager. So cherish the good times, relish in it and wallow in it, and try and get through the bad times as unscathed as possible. Sometimes its hard when people teeter on the line of emotions, but it can be done, but I honestly doubt that she has changed completely since you met
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follow your heart, follow your instincts.
its when we deny our inner selves that people get depressed.. its self-repression really...
so go forth, or fifth.. and enjoy your experience on this planet!
(and i wouldent worry about the going through boys like kleenex thing, but i wouldent nessecarily admit to it either!)
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p.s. i love u kitty!
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I LOVE YOU KIM! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come visit my church on Sunday! Jessie and Panda will be there!!!!!
Toodles,
Cait
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anywayz i just asked my mom and she said shell def be here
love kim
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I am more than adequately aware that I lack confidence. I do not need it declared to me. Also, I can't say this enough because no one seems to get it, I CANNOT HELP THAT I AM ALWAYS BOUNCING BACK BETWEEN DEEP DEPRESSION AND HAPPINESS. I CAN'T HELP THAT BAD THINGS HAPPEN THAT OVERTAKE THE FEW GOOD THINGS THAT ACTUALLY HAPPEN TO ME, SO I DON'T HAVE TIME TO FOCUS ON THESE "GOODS." I'M SORRY!!!! I'm sorry also that I make you feel sad and sorry for me, and I'm sorry again that I've changed. I didn't really think I changed that much; I thought I was still able to make you smile and laugh and be happy. I'm sorry me not feeling good and being sad is ( ... )
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<333 Ivy
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loe kim *hug*
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love kim *hug*
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