Comments | bondj1051: Point of life?

bondj1051

Point of life?

Jan 04, 2002 23:06

Within the last few days, I've had the recurrent thought of not seeing the point of life. Everything, and I mean everything, just seems utterly pointless to me anymore. Schoolwork, the computer, eating, sleeping, talking, every single thing... Its not like I've never thought this before, quite the contrary. But I've never had it to this extent and ( Read more... )

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muirael January 5 2002, 10:50:38 UTC

Ending the pain you feel may take care of it for you but it opens up a world of it for everyone else in your life. And regardless of whether you believe in an afterlife or not, you can think now, you know right now how much pain you'd cause others.
The point of life is living in it, no matter what knocks it gives you. Its a hard thing to do but nobody ever said survival was easy. Your physical body does it pretty naturally; breathing, fighting off viruses. Not everything in life has to have a greater meaning behind it. You sleep because you're tired, you talk (or not)to communicate, you eat because you're hungry. They're simple things, let them be that.

bondj1051 January 22 2002, 09:55:00 UTC

Thanks, and sorry it took me so long to reply. Deeply sorry about that, been so busy lately. I can't even remember a period in my life when I was this busy before. Thank you for the advice and for even caring. I never said I was going to end the pain (suicide) Its just that sometimes I wouldn't really mind at all if a bus ran me over. I know, its a very very selfish thought and I do realize that I sound like a cynical misanthropic egomaniac. I know some people care about me, and I know that it would deeply hurt them if I just plopped over and died. Its just when I'm in moods like that, I feel the easiest way for me to end it is to just die. Call it fleeing if you will.

Dont be sad... silver6696 January 7 2002, 03:09:31 UTC

ah... I think im going to cry... Dont be sad... Someday everything will be better... I know i know... you've herd that one before.. but it's true. Once you get out of your house, finish highschool, and find that perfect person, you wont feel what you feel now. Then you can go travel the world like you want to and be even happier because your in another country. Take me with you! lol. I love you.

Re: Dont be sad... bondj1051 January 22 2002, 09:55:52 UTC

Find that perfect person... Mmm, Are you not that person?