So much for well-wishes..

[bone_daddy_aj]

::He leaves Kevins bus, angry and confused..and more hurt than anything. He really truly thought Kevin would be happy for him, that he found someone to love him...and someone amazing at that. Everyone loves Howie, AJ cant do better than Howie...He passes the fans with a plastered on smile and a nod, and heads for the elevators, and up to his room..

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[ho_do_flows]

::twenty minutes after leaving Kevin's bus, Howie gets Marcus to let him into AJ's room. He locks the door behind him and goes to sit on the edge of the bed, his hand automatically rubbing AJ's thigh::

Sorry for the delay, and no, I'm definitely not mad at you. Dave caught me down in the lobby and insisted on knowing what's going on. ::he turns himself, stretches out on his side and kisses AJ's forehead:: Thank you. I'm without good enough words to express how incredible it feels to have you love me this much.

[bone_daddy_aj]

::He doesnt even move when he hears hushed voices, and his door opening...he feels the bed dip and a hand on his leg and removes his arm from where he had it flung across his face..::

Hey Howie. Shit, what did you tell Dave..?

::Howie stretches out beside him and he scoots a little closer, reaches for a warm hand to hold:: No thanks, D. I guess you bring out the passion in me, huh? It really sucks to put yourself out there and get shot down... Whats wrong with him?

[ho_do_flows]

Told him it was personal between us Backstreet Boys and that we'd deal with it personally. He kinda got pissed at that, went into a 15 minute lecture on responsibility, respect... ::shrugs:: Just doing his job of making sure not too much fucks up on the tour.

::he laces his fingers with AJ and smiles softly:: I like that passion. I love your fire. ::raises their hands and kisses a tattooed knuckle then sighs:: I really don't know. You know I don't do good in confrontations... and I just don't get why he thinks he 'needs' this and it's 'all he has'... ::shakes his head and sighs again:: Sometimes I think he needs mood enhancers.

[bone_daddy_aj]

Poor Dave.. crap.

::he manages a small smile when Howie kisses his finger:: I know. We all managed fine without this..and its great , we all know I love touring and being onstage. We all do. But there is a hell of a lot more to his life than us 4 assholes...

::he shrugs and does break out in a grin:: Should I slip some of my mood enhancers into his drink?