i meet this kid name dan today...i like him and i guess we're going out...he's cool but we just meet and i wanna take things a lil slow...i dno i hope he treats me right cuz i really need sumthing good in my life...

ur love was new

but i wanted it so much

i wanted to fear

of the dangerous touch

so i tried harder

to get what i want

so i make u ( Read more... )

well i finaly broke up with mike for jeremy...he got REALLY pissed at me and now he like hates me...it suck but i don't care ne more...i gots jeremy now and i'm just really happy...he treats me so good...and makes me feel worthy of sumones time...i dno i hope it lasts for us...i need somthing like that right now to make up for all the crappy ( Read more... )

i dno 'm bored and i kinda have a problem...i'm still with mike but i'm starting to like this kid jeremy...i don't kno if jeremy likes me but he seems interested and shit but i dno...i guess i'll find out...he wants to hang out and his cousin torin is puttin in a good word for me...i've known torin for a while i think about 3 yrs...i dno...

it's ( Read more... )

today i went to see robby...he's my cousins husbands nefew...i never meet him b4 but he was cool...it was me missy kristen and the boys...and i havn't talked to mike yet which makes me sad...brian finaly came online and he's got a new cell phone but he don't have his old phone now ( Read more... )

i finaly found a good guy...he lives in buffalo and he's my friends cousin...i think he's really cool and really nice...at first he seemed shy but now he's good...i dno he actualy makes me happy...and thats sumthing i need right now...and i hope it lasts a long time...i kno he can make a commitment cuz he was with his last g.f. for a year but it ( Read more... )

today was ok but i didn't see mike again and i'm so bored...i'm tired and i wanna cry but i can't...me and my cousin and her kids went swiming in my pool then i cam back to her house to stay over night...i dno i'm just so bored and i wish i had something to do besides watch these kids...neways i guess i'll try sleepin or sumthing maybe i shud eat ( Read more... )