ugh. my eyes hurt. im tired. sams mom is here. it was a good day until then. got stuck wtih the druggie loser in english. guess what they are trying to kick him out. no duh. for 2 count em 2 counts of drug possesion. and a charge of attempted murder. yeah i said it. attempted murder. he says that is a lie...yeah. from what he said it sounds like ( Read more... )

i suck. stupid english. stupid prcrasination. stupid writers block.

tommorrow is lent. to show my commitment i guess i should give something up...pretty sure im going to give up music. it would be hard. i listen to music pretty much every hour im awake. i mean if like im in ingles it doesnt count i cant avoid that music or whatever. but if im in my room i wont or in the car. i could give up chocolate but somehow ( Read more... )

not doing well. already. tired. and a little stressed. maps is now ruined for me. but there are good things from good people. they help me hold on. why do i always feel groggy and a little drunk in the morning?

OH THANK YOU GOD!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. i thought something and it turns to be false. YES! but the relizations as a result of that misinformation should not be forgotten.

so. chris got arrested. feel terrible for him. new guy. kinda creepy. kasey is back at work. i wonder if that is how youre supposed to spell it or if she just misspelled it on her app. wouldnt put it past her. okay. im being catty. need to not be like that. hung out with natalie and jen and carlisle. people are so chicken. if i commit to a ( Read more... )

so she is leaving. in 2 months. for san fransisco. and i will probably never see her again. even though we havent been close lately. im going to miss her. i hate endings and leavings and goodbyes and no mores. god take care of her. i love her.

i am a very sad. sad. person. blah. and why wont my parents answer the phone. the possibilities disturb me. i only did two of the things on my list. the tutor woman said i was ok. but then she sent an email and it kinda confused me. cleaned the sink and the mirror. i so just want a hug. and in english its 50 points away from an A. didnt read taht ( Read more... )

so. stupid postal service is now the bane of my existence. the highest grade i can hope to achieve in english is 30 points away from an A...dangit. STUPID. maybe there will be some extra credit somewhere that will push me over.so stupid i own in that class. seriously. made a 94 on my french exam. heck YAY! my boobs itch...still not sleeping well. ( Read more... )

i am retarded. i think i could possibly have an NC for math 109. ALREADY!! omg. i am retarded. and that meansi might not get that extra 10 in the 130 which might mean that i have already knocked myself of getting an A. omg i am retarded. which could potentially lead to me losing my scholarship and dropping out of college and then just COMPLETELY ( Read more... )