it's been a strange few weeks ( Read more... )

so this is it ( Read more... )

so much has been happening lately ( Read more... )

i said i was done, and i figured i wasn't. i did hold out for longer than i thought i would, though ( Read more... )

take this with a grain of salt cause i'm not 100% sure i'm gonna go through with it...but i'm pretty sure this is my retirement from livejournal. i've been using LJ since about 2002 and it's been a great way to put my thoughts out there and say what i have to say.

i was looking back at my old journals the other day :


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this weekend will go somewhat as follows:

friday:
driving to quarters' house.
getting in quarters' car.
driving to amsterdam, ny.
sleeping at briggs' house.

saturday:
waking up.
getting in briggs' car.
driving to cortland, ny.
watching nick race.
celebrating nick's 21st by getting completely wasted.
sleeping at nick's.

sunday:waking up early ( Read more... )

well, this is how it goes ( Read more... )

so a friend tells me she knows someone who would be the "perfect girl" for me.
so she sets it up so we can meet, in a small gathering of people.
and then not more than 10 minutes after meeting this "perfect girl",
my friend informs me that she's not interested.  decent feeling.

i'm sick of trying.

one year ago today:

• i was in a serious, functional, and relatively good relationship
• i had just found out i'd been removed from academic probation at marist
• i had just returned home from a white stag course that went as well as it possibly could
• i had a solid group of friends, scattered throughout the northeast, that i knew i would be ( Read more... )

i felt like a more thorough update was needed ( Read more... )