What are we all fighting for any more? Honestly you guys! its like we keep fighting for freedom and when we get it we just want to go back to being controlled. what is wrong with us? are we really all that fucked up
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Awww well I 1> I wish other people knew I wasnt aslut 2>I am leaving them be but you know what I am talking about 3>I wish I felt as grown up as I seem 4> shhh no one can know about our secret emo buddie ness 5>i know its a compliment but I hate generic comments that arnt ment 6>at first i thought you said Im standing right be hind you but you cant hear me talk i was gunna get really creeped out.
man your verbous arent yah lol jp. thank you oodles for the note. maybe I just am letting it get to me cause i feel like a slut because I did do it. as for fair weather friends that is what I have seemed ot have had all this time and I dont know I suck at friendships and what not and I hate it it just want some one who understands me and understand that i cant go out all the time so staying in a doing nothing is more fun for me anyway. some one who just GETS ME. and that is what these two people were. but thats gone. As for admiration Its funny when people say they admire me cause I am so confused as to WHY. I mean what is it that I have in me that people can look up to? I mean honestly? Brad used to say that I was always there for him through thick and thin maybe i shoudl do that for him even if he cant do that for me? I know that I am with the lord and I sadly have aHUGE CRUSH ON THIS GUY AT YOUTH GROUP AND WHAT NOT ANDS IT SNOT ANDREW. :O go me LOL I love you ash we do need another talk, :) Ruby
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1> I wish other people knew I wasnt aslut
2>I am leaving them be but you know what I am talking about
3>I wish I felt as grown up as I seem
4> shhh no one can know about our secret emo buddie ness
5>i know its a compliment but I hate generic comments that arnt ment
6>at first i thought you said Im standing right be hind you but you cant hear me talk i was gunna get really creeped out.
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