Oh hell I could use a burma shave... There is no doubt that the beginning year I had poisoned myself. My fears,  my past, anger and deceit had become an overwhelming shadow. A pursuit withheld harmony. A shotgun  heart wild and sickened by old bones, old history and power. To fear what is inside yourself breathing and organic. Only to turn that ( Read more... )

Two wakes in two weeks is not what July should encompass. My mothers aunt will pass around tuesday, and funny enough I had to explain to my mother how she was going to die. Before the cancer eats away at her liver and pancreas she'll die of Hypovolemic shock. There in her abdominal cavity which has internal bleeding will continue to fill up. She ( Read more... )

Heart attack and vine playing the double sax drudgery. Getting up today was in fact drudgery and that beer I buy never does last the next morning. In fact having one in the morning may aleviate symptoms of the night before let alone. Even the flies are dying this week. But it has been a churned boiling pot wherein I miss a five hour nap. Brian ( Read more... )

Concordia A. Gregorieff, 103 died on Wednesday June 27.. Concordia was born in St. Petersburg, Russia in 1903 , the daughter of Concordia Vechesloff Gregorieff and General Alexander Paul Gregorieff. He had served under both Tsar Alexander III and Tsar Nicholas II , fought in both the Russo- Japanese War and World War I, and was a personal friend of ( Read more... )

It is done. And after being baptized in hell It took all this and more. My training is over and I'm being reviewed for the state boards ( Read more... )

Atleast you can say the underground is demonstrative of coal miners and seamstresses. Some for the Carl Sandburg L train, and I'm on 52nd street looking for Savoy. And I wonder why no one made love to Sylvia Plath the right way? a head in the oven while the back burner had the flame turned up as it were ( Read more... )

Intrinsically it is all up for grabs until the candel is blown out. But that wont be until the harvest moon. Thus I bought another jacket to bring in that air of things. The "national oems ," as it were is sceduled to juice my mind July 27, and in which case the lovely practitioners are tricksters. Some may get the written some may get the skills. ( Read more... )

The tang of life tangos violent skeletons to love once more their imortal earth ( Read more... )

There is faint dream of being born of fire. Prometheus stole me fire that in all fairness is a curse to bear. In the past the screaming became mundane and so did the fighting and words. There again I stand guilty of the same troubles. She stopped loving me and I went under ground ( Read more... )

..gone to the shore to wash up.