i wish he still loved me, but now i cant be sure because if the sun were ever to peel with laughter, that would be it. and i would have nothing left to understand.

Isn't it funny how much difference such a little bit of sun makes. all of a sudden, everyone is happy.

My mum has just spent about £100 in cataloge clothes for me! i asked if we could go to tkmax because i saw these lovely socks on this advertisement thing, and she said no. but then she gave me a catalog and told me to choose something i like. so i chose about 4 things and asked her wich she thought was the nicest. she said why dont you ahve them ( Read more... )

For some weird reason, i feel all weird like ive done something really wrong. and im sure alot is ok with almost everyone i care about my relationships with. although i ill stop snapping at my brother, and i will kill my step dads girlfriends kid.i dont know whats gone on, but i like Nick and i dont care about whoever this child is.

i watched ( Read more... )

Never try to trick me with a kiss ( Read more... )

does this work? because it seems to be broken on my computer... :(

fuck this and fuck you...im not doing this by myself.
ive had enough of trying and wanting so this is it. i dont care anymore.

Ive made work that has a specific inspiror for a change! if inspirors is a word. But ive had ideas forced into my head before by songs or stories ect, but this time i wanted to find something to make me think. it was something about something down a drain. so thats what it is. and there will be a second part.

I was talking to Owen and i relised ( Read more... )

haha...lets freak out with my sexual prowess...

i am actually pissed off now...because i really have had enough and i know for a fact i wont do anything about it.

(Kelly-i have written you a letter which i will give to owen on wednesday.)
My brother has his friend over and are hosting a mock battle so all i can hear is guns and screams.
I am fed up and want to sleep for days.
i dont want to have to wake up. i dont have enough energy.
i did do work. but not enough and it wasnt right for my walls.
im stupidly