this is my shitty shitty pretentious poetry that says the same thing over and over again
for years

and i am totally aware that this is public......

2 hrs of sleep, too much editing and a barrel of coffee...... this is what gets shat out.... if i am manic... this is what it would look like

one, i thought was a monster ( Read more... )

so far and so close ( Read more... )

dear claire: i just read this thing that you wrote and this is DEFINITELY the most pretentious piece of shit i have ever heard out of you ever- really ( Read more... )

I'm saying goodbye to someone i never knew
i've got a heart that's devoted to you
you said no whenever i tried to prove
that i was here for you
not playing you for a fool

he was a nice boy ( Read more... )

you can say you don't know how
been so alone for so long
you can pretend it's been too hard
but ive been holding on
i've been holding your hand through so much of this
and my mind pondered
wanted more
but all i wanted was
all i felt was awake
with you
when will you wake up with me?

dreams about you ( Read more... )

but i'll never remember you the same ( Read more... )