Lovely

[bonita2689]

Don't you think its lovely that I'm insane. Sometimes I will just think something really bad like, I need to kill myself or I'm not good enough for anyone. I don't know where these thoughts come from it's like there is someone else inside my head telling me all these bad things...Last night was when it was really obvious and I knew I wasn't just

Comments

[shortysnd3]

AHH NO! it's not lovely! aww kristin! Don't kill urself. Don't think ur not good enough 4 other people..think they're not good enough 4 u. becuz anyone who cant befriend someone like u definitely doesnt deserve to be ur friend. you're not crazy either. u know i read somethin that said people w/ schizophrenia who "hear voices" r really self-generating the "voices" but something is "wired faultily" so they dont realize it. im not saying ur schizophrenic i just thought it was an interesting fact. ur not hearing voices ur just upset and self-generating the voices. it scares me to hear u say things like this. if jeremy cant get his head out of his butt and realize that ur a great person and worth making things work then he doesnt deserve u either. hes a poophead just like shane was. u'll find someone special-er....i mean come on hes from danville..how special can he be? u'll find a much more intelligent, romantic, sweet, funny, cute, friendly guy. someone has loved u before so at least u have that. u'll find someone sweetie. just be