What are you listening to currently?
everyone i know
goes away
in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
Are you keeping a big secret right now?
not anymore
Do you have a gay friend?
EW NO I HATE TEH GHEYZ
If you got pregnant with the last person you texted?
oh god. i dunno. he's crazy, i'd have to get scraped.
Who do you live with?
aryanna, miriam, and betsybeth.
Will you be having sex tomorrow?
probably
Would you like someone that's 3 or more years older?
geriatrics displease me
Last time you talked to your mom?
yesterday. it's funny, if you just stop lying, she becomes very helpful.
When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
it's the only vegan thing in this cafeteria; if it's never again, it'll be too soon.
Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
nope.
Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
neither, really. i've been enjoying my wine with my typewriter and tears a little bit lately, though.
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
the last time i saw him, he was drunk off his ass on fremont street, swilling from a bottle of jack daniels and crying for me to come home.
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
i like showering, but i don't like being clean. i have no preference for when this strange feeling steals over me.
Are you taken/single?
i am never TAKEN
Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
no. i listen to songs that are as down as i am.
Do you normally sleep with clothes on?
i have to in the dorm, wah
Do you always answer your phone?
i star sixty-nined you. i never pick up my phone. who's this?
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
i don't have anyone i can tell everything to, yet.
Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
yep
Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
yeah. i haven't seen him since but i keep telling him i'll come by.
Talked to an asshole today?
give it time; the day is young.
Does anyone hate you?
i hate to sound like an egotistical fuckhead
but
if they do, they believe something that isn't true
Are you any good at math?
i've been out of school for too long to be sure.
Have you ever been a gymnast or a cheerleader?
both
wah
Who is the last person who texted you?
i met him at lovefest and he said,
"could i trade you a poem for a smoke?"
and he kissed me
soonafter
Whats the first text in your inbox say from this person?
do you want to come over
Do you currently have a hickey?
gross
What did you do today?
nothing, yet. aryanna is in class still.
Who did you say 'I love you' to last?
miriam, i think
Has anyone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
two:
a man and a boy
i have no contact with either of them now
..har
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
mmhm
What is stressing you out most right now?
if i wanted to talk about it, i would not be using this survey as a form of escapism
Who was the last person of the opposite sex to hug you for longer than 5 seconds ?
jeff, probably?
terrence?
Does anyone love you?
they all claim to, my friend
but i can't feel it
What are you doing tomorrow?
anything that strikes my fancy
the pastabilities are endless!!!
Do you fall for people easily?
everyone is worthy of love
all i have to do is get to know you
Are you high-maintainence?
i complain quite a lot but it's a sham. i am easily pleased.
Are you happy with the way life is going?
things are looking up but i am still ruffled and bothered
What did you do yesterday?
i watched the dreamers, talked about incest, bared my soul, ate a lot, took a shower, kept licking my finger and touching aryanna with it, made some hilarious jokes about josemar, gossiped with alexa, called my mom, brandon, jeff, and bobby, observed how groups of people talking reminds me of birds chirping, wished my feet looked cleaner, peed in a sink because i didn't have the key to the toilet, called aryanna samantha ronson, did something sneaky, made some friends.
When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
every day, now
Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
nope
What always makes you feel better when you are upset/crying?
i have this bucket
and in it are pills of all different make and model
loose, swimming around and mixing
in this bucket
and when i start to cry
i reach in
and i take a handful
and down them.
ahh.
much better.
Are you smiling?
surly youths do not smile
Have you ever made out on a boat?
i am not a seafearing people
How was your weekend?
uneventful but significant
Are you happy right now?
very unso.
Are you afraid of falling in love?
i'm afraid i'm not