So after such an amazing day with Travis yesterday... he tells me tonight that there's another guy. WTF.

I'm not even upset. Just... let down. Again.

Why? Why can't I find somebody. There's obviously something really wrong with me.

Fuck.

I just love music. I just don't know ( Read more... )

I had the most wonderful afternoon. :-D

Here's the dish... I went on another date with Travis! :-D Yes, I know I've got Duane... and I like him and all, but there's no commitment and so I'll go on dates with whomever I choose. :-P So... here's the details.

First off... he picked me up at like oh... 1ish... and we went out to lunch at Brann's. ( Read more... )

If only you knew how much I hate you right now. You've become that sad, sorry, depressed, ugly bitch from my childhood. The one that lied to me, minipulated me, the one that made me feel like it was always my fault. Well FUCK YOU. You just can't be happy with the roof over your head, or the loving family you have... the car... the little money we ( Read more... )

So, as my mom is leaving today, she tells me, "Dave, do something constructive while I'm gone." This, after I spent the entire day yesterday cleaning the house. WTF? Haha, it's okay.

You know what the constructive thing I'm going to do is?? Alphabetize the fucking videos in the entertainment center.

Just gotta love Sugarcult. They're the best ( Read more... )

So I can't help but wonder if I've done something wrong. I mean, seriously... I haven't talked to *him* since maybe Tuesday. MY MIND IS GOING CRAZY.

So I didn't get to update about all the *juicy* details of my date with Duane, mostly due to my extreme exhaustion after the day. So I'll start from the begining and tell everything! :-D ( Read more... )