Comments | bonzai_bowie: I HATE MY PAST SELF

bonzai_bowie

I HATE MY PAST SELF

Oct 06, 2004 21:09

Aw fuck I just did something stupid. I wrote a review... and left it open, unposted, because i knew it wasn't any of my buisness and I'd just make everything worse, and i wasn't even going to post it- and then, what did i do later? I POSTED THE GODDAM THING!!!!!!!!!!! AFTER I HAD JUST EXPLAINED EVERYTHING IN A NOVELLA!!!!!! ( Read more... )

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Don't worry about it shady_heaven October 7 2004, 18:43:07 UTC

Exams do indeed suck. I have one coming up, and I am not in the least looking forward to it.

My time here is limited, but I just wanted to let you know that I did get your email, and that I was very touched by it. I never meant to offend you at all, and I can make something sincere sound sarcastic too without ever meaning it. There's nothing to forgive. No harm's done, and you're still one of my very best friends. Always have been. ^^

Gotta rush now, but you will likely get an email from me in the future. Can't make promises on WHEN, but within the next few days sounds about right. College dominates my life, and I've had to deal with a lot recently.

Live long and prosper,

~Shady

prec1ous_g0llum October 8 2004, 01:38:12 UTC

Maths = evil. Especially calculus - I was so glad to give up!
And as for the psychicness - it's kind of spooky, but I don't think you have any reason to feel guilty. It probably wouldn't have changed anything even if you had said anything about it. I remember having the same guilt feelings when I suspected there was chemistry between my old roommate's best friend and boyfriend and they ended up getting together (long story!) but then I realised I had no reason to. I was recently wrongfooted on that front though when something happened that I never thought would - that's going on my journal.

bonzai_bowie October 16 2004, 19:52:09 UTC

Thanks, it's good to know that someone agrees with me. What could've been said, anyway? "I have a feeling you're going to break up?"

I wouldn't ever seriously say I'm pshycic, but I guess I know people well. Incidentally, you know how I was talking about that Cass guy before? Well, he and Alix did get together, and I found out through a completely impartial and indifferent source. That was a real slap in the face- i was expecting that she would have had the respect for me to tell me herself. Gah. But what can one do?

Sometimes it sucks being right.

prec1ous_g0llum October 17 2004, 11:02:06 UTC

I had seen on her journal that they were together and remembered what you said before but was trying to be tactful and keep out of it so I didn't pass comment at the time, you're right though, it would have been better if she'd said something herself. Sometimes people just don't though (I should know, after what happened with Oh-So-Vain! I'm still trying to get my head round the way he broke up with Bajiggity Babe for the girl I was convinced wasn't interested in him, but I guess that's just his problem and I pity the girls.)
I suspect the people I was talking about from uni wouldn't have taken it seriously if I had mentioned my suspicions at the time, and I wasn't certain enough to say anything. I still think it would have turned out the same.

shady_heaven October 14 2004, 21:22:00 UTC

I trhink I know what you're talking about, and don't worry about it! ^^ I'm going to leave it up because you made some extremely good points in it and it was beautifully written. Sorry I've been really hard to keep in touch with lately, my college won't let up on my homework load so often my choices are between doing homework and gettting the points for it or going online and getting a zero for not doing it. Sorry. I find I am more flex on Fridays and in the weekends, so if you want to get ahold of me those are the best days. ^_^

I saw you updated Inescapable lately. Sorry I haven't gotten the chance to read it yet. It's on the slate for sometime this weekend. I am so behind in everything!

Got your earlier comments on my LJ too. If anyone kills MY cat, I am going to explode. >.> Well, maybe not so much explode as rant and rave and curse all motorists out. It's dangerous out there. O.o

Exams suck raw sewage. I hate them.

Wish you the best of luck and hope to stay updated on your situation.

Warmest Wishes,~Shady

bonzai_bowie October 16 2004, 19:59:59 UTC

Aw, you're sweet! Don't worry about being difficult to get hold of- though I'm not at college, NZ's yearly exams are all year round- you end up having one almost every week, and at the end of the year like it is now they become one every day. Get the points, or it could be embarrassing explaining to great-aunt Agatha why you failed ( ... )