god i fuckin hate that bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!

So here i am a few days into my senior year and im sick at home?when will this stupid thing of sickness be done with?i feel like people dont believe me when i say im sick and im not capable of doing anything. i can push myself but once im sick i cant do anything.my body shuts down and im so weak and so tired that its even hard to get up and go to ( Read more... )

so my senior year starts next week and im not goin lie but im scared shitless ( Read more... )

why do his friends worry so much about our relationship?jus because we fight im automatically the bad person and all his friends dont like me or dont like the idea of us.its so funny how my friends dont judge our relationship no matter what happens there happy for me because the know im happy and when they may not like something bout the ( Read more... )

and its all right...yea ill be fine dont worry bout this heart of mine {cause nothing you can do or say} gonna break my heart anyways...so just leave the pieces when you go

why cant it be the way it used to be?

im confused...why doesnt he feel like i do?i hate myself for letting myself fall again and its gonna hurt.i feel like eveyrone is right and i dont want to face reality of that ( Read more... )

this could possibly be one of the hardest points in my life right now

im such a screw up and such a horribly person

whats next?

i hate being sick more then anything...it holds me back from everything.i know and feel that i can do what i want to do because i wont let my soclness stop me from doing what "normal" people can do. but its my mom holding me back ( Read more... )

i wish for once that he could just understand some things. im so stressed with the air force,school and passing fcat,its my senior year,my dance recital,guard and being an officer and were getting our butts whooped into shape,and im just so tired of being sick!all i want to do is be better and be normal.being sick all the time brings me down so ( Read more... )

so i really havent updated in what feels like forever.ive been wanting to but i jus havent known what to write.i have so many things jus flying in my head i cant even keep track of myself most days....it seems impossible ( Read more... )