god everything is scerwing up so bad...me and chris aint gettin along,cecily had her surgey today jus evrything

im goin go see her in a little bit

i need a good ass cry

im so nervous tomorrow.its cecilys surgey and im so scared i know shell be fine but i dont want to see someone who is like my sister in so much pain.im goin to the hospital after school tomorrow.gosh i would literally die for that girl i love her so much.but shell look good in the long run.ive thought bout it all day ( Read more... )

so i totallt lost it like a little kid on the way to dance and at dance.ive been holding in so many tears and hiding makin people think im ok...when really im not. i want to be better and not have to be stresed about every damn thing in the world. i think i have teen stress...seriously ( Read more... )

i wish i could be a little kid all over...so i dont have to worry bout a social life because no one would care how i would be,boys have cooties and i dont need them,and i dont have to worry bout stress,what my body looks like,what i wear everyday,and dont have to worry bout missing people ( Read more... )

im sorry guys bout my last few entries...ive been so stressed and i dont know why. i just seem to be freaking out bout everthing lately and i dont know why.i was thinkin today while i was getting ready and i miss katie so much and what everyone is still goin through just hurts alot.i miss everyone and i want to see my dad and all. i jus dont want ( Read more... )

im so confused right now.i dont knw why though.i have awesome friends and me and chris just celebrated our 6 moonths.but i feel like something bad is goin happen between us.i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

this doesnt make any fucking sense God!!!!!!!

the apin i feel right now is too unbearable to handle...maybe if i just jump off a cliff i would all go away ( Read more... )

so lifes been hard latelt i dont know how i could of been through this without my best friends ( Read more... )

i dont get why god does this to people..to people who dont deserve this ar sucj a young age. it doesnt make sense ( Read more... )