Draw me nearer blessed Lord

[boo_bop]

Wow. I am so overwhelmed. With the counseling and not knowing what the crap is wrong with me.and just my general me-ness where i cant seem to control my actions sometimes. and i'm sick of feeling so empty and worthless. i'm sick of believing the lies Satan tells me, but i dont know how to believe anything else. and i expect way to much from ben. i

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[_ich_bin_nicht_]

"like the medicine wont fix everything and i'll still have negative thoughts towards myself."

This is true. It'll take time, but the truth of the matter is you have to work WITH the meds, and you'll never be "cured" completely. Meds aren't just "happy pills", they don't just automatically make you happy, which is a common misconseption. What happens is that you learn to "deal" with certain things. And it does take time. Hang in there, though, and you'll be fine. I promise...

[slightly_mad03]

BETSY, I love you, and you are my favorite person in the world. You are very mature and realistic with your beliefs, and I know that everything will work out for the best because you're getting the help that you need. You aren't alone!

<3 *HUG*

Jess