it's been a while since i updated this thing... it's b/c i have a new journal so i've just been writing there... alot's been going on since i updated... school is ALRIGHT, i guess... i don't really like being in classes with people younger than me, but i don't have a choice... so i just deal with it... i don't have b lunch :(... i ended up getting ( Read more... )

haven't updated this here thingy in a while... so i figured... HEY, why not!!! well... i start school on monday... JOY! not... i'm ready to go and get my shit over and done with... i'm gonna be very different this year... i've realized alot of shit while i wasn't going to school, and over the summer... i know who my real friends are, and who i can ( Read more... )

its been a few days since i updated... i went bowling on monday with ashley, jonathan, sam, steven, joel, james, and pancho... james and pancho had their own lane though and they were way at the other end of the bowling alley... it was pretty fun... i busted my butt one time b/c i think i was trying to do it like a granny and bruised my knees up ( Read more... )

i made up my mind today... FINALLY!!! yea i know, we have all been waiting for that moment forever... so, i'm gonna go back to school... i decided thats what i want to do, b/c i want to get my diploma and go to nursing school... i don't give a flyin f**k if i will be a junior again... it's my own stupid choise, b/c i dropped out... at least i'm ( Read more... )

sorry it's been a while since i've updated... i've had a really BUSY week... i was at faith's house until thursday helping her with the kiddos and me and crystal got to watch the nursery 3 days this week at vbs... fun shit i tell ya!!! some of those kids got on my last mother fucking nerve... can't wait to have them... NOT! me and crystal made alot ( Read more... )

thats right, i said it... I am over that one person, you all know about... OVER YOU!!! there is no reason for me to be depressed over something so stupid... so yea... i'm happy now... hayley and aubrey are gonna help me find someone... i told hayley good luck yesterday... it was kinda funny!!!!!! i'm gonna be gone until THURSDAY, so you bitches ( Read more... )

this has been the worst mother fucking week of my life!!!!! i don't even know where to begin... my heart feels like its been ripped out, stomped on, and then torn to pieces... i've never cried so fucking hard and for such a long period of time in all my life! i had an anxiety attack last night, thats the fucking NINTH one this year... they scare me ( Read more... )

i'm so tired... i went to bed at 4 last night and my sister woke me up at 6:30 so i could watch hailey b/c shes sick... then she got home around 10:30 and i went back to sleep for like 2 more hours, b/c my father woke me up, telling me i didn't need to sleep all day!!!!!! jerk... why is it ok for him to sleep, and not us??? doesn't make since... ( Read more... )

so i went to the doctor today... and she told me i have a really bad sinus infection... first sun poisioning, then strep throat, and now a stupid sinus infection... jesus, what's next?!?!?!?! today was a pretty fucking boring day... i didn't do much of anything... last night i stayed up till around 5 b/c i was playing mavis beacon.... it's a pretty ( Read more... )

i am fucking falling apart... my tooth has been KILLING me since yesterday... i've tried everything and NOTHING will make the pain go away... i've been having migrains for 2 weeks now... AND my throat hurts... jesus, whats next?!?!?! meg'n gets ungrounded tomorrow... FINALLY! it seems like its been forever since i've talked to her... i talked to ( Read more... )