I was reading my entry from before and forgot to mention when he pinned me up against the wall..... that only made it hotter...

I have had the best last two days ever confidence wise ( Read more... )

fuck you asshole.

I had the weirdest dream last night. I only remember bits and pieces. All i really remember is that I was with my mother and grandmother. Both were younger than they are now. There was a huge storm going on around us and something came through the window and knocked my grandmother's jaw off. Like comepletely off. Like movie demon completely off ( Read more... )

My last true entry simply stated that Jason and I broke up. that is still the case but honestly I've been too busy the last two weeks to think about it. Which is very good. in the last two weeks I've driven to both orlando and gainesville to see Ashton play his solo stuff, spent a fantastic weekend in Ft Lauderdale/Miami for Carlos' birthday, ( Read more... )

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Jason and I broke up.

It's over. He and I have been fighting for months on and off. He hasn't been happy aparantly. We were looking at rings 6 months ago....how times change.

I've done tried to keep myself to avoid the depression that no one else understands... i worked, went to orlando to see hairspray (which was marvelous),went out for drinks with Doris, booked a flight to visit carlos his birthday weekend, saw my parents and puppies, and hung out with Jason, Holli, and Ryan..... oh and of course managed to be ( Read more... )

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I have four days off. WHoo hoo! Unfortunately it's a bittersweet experience because the Last two big sky shows are this weekend. I'll be in gville from friday to sunday. I probably won't be in the best of moods when I get back. Maybe if I keep myself busy it won't be as bad. I work both Monday and tuesday and then wednesday it's off to Orlando for ( Read more... )