Merry late christmas everybody! i hope you all has much fun and ate lots of things that were not good for you, full of sugar and fat! i know i did!!! I feel bad saying this too but i am kinda sick of the whole family scene. It is one of the reasons i love being in statesboro because my family cant just "drop" in on me and i get just enough of them ( Read more... )

so fall semster 2005 is over!!! hooray! no more boring classes day in and day out. of course i say that now but two weeks from now i am gonna hate it. Anyway i think i did allright this semester. i know i got two A's and a B hopefully i got another A but i am pretty sure i got a D in accounting. It's kyle's fault too because he came over the ( Read more... )

what the hell am i doing these days!? I cant believe what i did last night, because i am smarter than that not to mention better than that but for some reason i did it anyway. sometimes i act so stupid and i dont know why i dont think.. i am kicking myself for this one....

so break was good i guess. not to much exciting happened it was actually really hard to come back here and get my butt in class before finals. i saw a lot of familar faces which was awesome. i got to hnag out with matt, adam and mike which i havent done in ages. they are all still the same cept i think adam grew up a lil bit. hes a much better ( Read more... )

so this weekend was the fall retreat. I originally was thinking on friday afternoon that i was not going to go because i thought it would be ya know only so so cause i was not impressed with the beach retreat. Well i decided that I should just go anyway because i was prolly just going to be tempted to go out and drink which i am not supposed to be ( Read more... )

so this morning our smoke alarms went off at 4 am, it was ridiculous. I guess at least i woke up so if there ever is a fire at least i wont burn to death due to unconsciouness. Apparently jody's toilet had overflowed and instead of working to plunge it to make it flush, she gave up and let all the water seep all over the floor so of course it ( Read more... )

so i got a letter this afternoon that said that i got into the disney internship program~ it is exciting but now i have no idea what i am going to do!!!! :)

so this weekend my parents, sister and nephew came down to meet jody's family and also to tailgate and go to the furman game. Well jody and her family never showed up at all so they never met. my parents were mad and i cant say that i blame them because my dad had made all this food and no one was there to eat it but us. they did not even seem the ( Read more... )

so now i am back on anti-depressants and i am hopeing for the best. I got a new psychatrist who seems to know what he is talking about because he was not convinced it was in fact bi-polar but asked why they were treating that when obviously i was depressed and not manic. I am feeling better about the whole thing i guess but i have to wait and see ( Read more... )

it seems like all i write in here lately is how much my medicine is not working. and unfourtantly this new medicine is not working either. you would think after four different medications something would happen. this medicine was working for like a week and a half. now i feel myself slipping further and further into depression. lucky for me i wont ( Read more... )