so this isn't the post i was going to make this evening, nor is it going to be very long. i am still going to post about the things in my last post probably tomorrow or something. i just wanted to type this up real quick. i honestly have no idea what my problem is. i always seem to fall into these black holes of ridiculousness where i end up still on the computer at 7 in the morning and i want so badly to go to sleep but i just don't. there is something wrong in my brain, like a part of it is missing or something. the part that is supposed to say to your body "it is time to shut down now. close the laptop. close your eyes." instead, that part of my brain wandered off somewhere around the year 2003 and has never returned and in its place is now this lazy procrastinator whose monologue usually goes something like "i know you're tired, body, but trust me. your life will be so much better if you extensively research terri clark's career, read 10 or so chapters of some rizzoli & isles fan fics, watch all the season 3 promos for r&i, go through all of the profile pics on the facebook of [insert random popular girl from high school.] what, body? you think it's a good idea to sleep after all of that? you can still function on 4 hours of sleep! you've functioned on no sleep before! keep your head down and power on through! let's hit tumblr for awhile!! those pictures of sasha alexander aren't gonna look at themselves! wheeee!" and then i want to claw my face off because i am insane.