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[boobymcgee]

heaven will be a much better place. sometimes i wish that that van had successfully broad-sided me. it would have saved me so much heartbreak, fighting, arguing, and persecution. or if only my brain had just fucking exploded on me when I was 3 like it should have. if only i hadn't screamed. if only my 3 year old mind could have ignored the

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[artgun]

you don't talk like this.

[xstreetcleanerx]

i hope this isnt because of the points made by people on 402

wishing you were dead over something like that is very very childish

you have to keep in mind that you are dealing with many free-thinking people in a free-thinking underground culture. while i dont agree with your views at all, i respect your right to an opinion, and you should to. beating yourself up for having an opinion is worse than not even having one.
while you are in the minority here, your opinion still is in the majority of the united state, i think its sad, but you see it the same way as the government does.

i just want to make sure that you dont say anything that you can't take back years from now.
keep that in mind

-andrew

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[boobymcgee]

some things said may have triggered emotions already strongly felt. i have been very depressed for a while now. i wouldn't let something like a message board push me to feeling this way. i am NOT childish.

i have a lot on my shoulders right now, and a lot of things keep happening, and i want nothing more than to go away. i don't want to be here anymore. i want to start over.

so no, it's not the 402 board that made me feel this way. though it contributed, it was nothing more than a single cherry added to the 7 layer cake.

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[boobymcgee]

i'm sorry if i responded hostilly to your message. i didn't mean to sound that way.

thank you for your comment, i appreciate it. for real.

POSI CORE BITCH

[xredflagx]

i never wanna see a post like this again.
thank you.
<3

[diesel_powered]

Y'know, since you've been depressed for what seems like quite some time now, there's really no shame in GETTING SOME HELP.

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[boobymcgee]

i'm fine. i go up and down, up and down. one minute i'm a ball of joy, the next i want to disappear. i'd never do anything crazy. i was all wrapped up in emotion. i'm fine.

thank you though

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[diesel_powered]

It's called manic depression. Ask Amy about it.

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[boobymcgee]

but i don't want pills. i know that I can be fine, cause I haven't always been like this. My honest problem right now is the fact that I have horribly neglected my faith, and this lack of faith incorporated into my daily life has caused me to go into bouts of depression. I don't know, i contemplated seeing someone at one time...but I really feel like I'd rather try to work through this myself.

The last couple days, I've been reworking things in my mind and have come to some huge realizations. I'm trying!

<3 we need to hang out more. good luck with your possible romantic interest and your seduction tape :)