ok everyone. i'm a little better now.. cept i don't have a voice... but that will be explained later in this very post ( Read more... )

my gramma is the best gramma anyone ever had ( Read more... )

soooooooooooooooooo..........

i'm all moved into the new house.  its sweet, cept i don't have a bed  mine is still in storage but i think i'm going to have to just go buy a new one.

james helped us move. that was awesome of him. everyone loves james. this is why...... he's great. i mean seriously. who else would drive 2 hours to help me move and  ( Read more... )

we have lots of boxes in the living room....

they were  NOT  in fort formation....

i solved this problem....

I MADE A FORT!!!       <---click here for pics!!

the stress of everything that is going on in my life....
combined with the medications i was/am on.....
and the depression that i feel myself slipping into...

....is literally making me lose my hair. :-(

so about 5 or 6 pm this evening i was told by the dk that Hunter S ( Read more... )

new eye-con....

it was better but LJ is gay and pics must be 100x100 :-(

so this weekend, if you can't tell from the last two posts was hard for me. i got drunk enough to forget what happened saturday, which i guess is what i wanted... but it sooo backfired. i spent most the nite crying (which is what i was trying to avoid by being with people i love) and apologizing i guess... anyway it sucked. i just miss him so damn ( Read more... )

Things i learned this weekend ( Read more... )

the 3 year anniversary of my best friend's death is this sunday the 13th.. his birthday is the 23rd. i miss him so much. i miss him so much i make plans on how i can see him again. ironically its the thought of him that also stops me. i really am pathetic aren't i? its been 3 years and i'm still not over losing him like that. i know not all of you ( Read more... )