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boogalish

I also know what I must do

May 03, 2003 10:22

Have you ever had those times where you just start crying because things pile and pile, and then one TINY little thing sets you off, and you can't stop crying? All the things that kept piling up, flash through your head, and make it worse, don't they ( Read more... )

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echo_pedals May 3 2003, 23:18:57 UTC

i just read your entry and i feel soo bad, i have been there just last january...trust me if i were there right next to you, i would give you this huge hug, and i hope my new pic (the one with bleeding eyes) will cheer you up, and if that wont cheer you up, then i dont know what will! (lol)

GENE the bean anonymous May 4 2003, 10:42:55 UTC

HEY! CUT IT THE FUCK OUT! Who the fuck cares what this dumb ass ex thinks about you. Your an ex of mine and I did not think of you like that at anytime during or after breaking up. You never possessed an iota of those attributes mentioned above. You were so all that and a bag of Ruffles chips ( ... )

Re: GENE the bean boogalish May 4 2003, 11:10:32 UTC

It was just that day, yah know? A lot was going on, and one thinking lead to another, and I thought of that. I have no regrets at all, and I do try not to dwell on the past, but you can't 100% not do it. Thx for the advice and info.
Always,
Brian :)

Re: GENE the bean anonymous May 4 2003, 17:28:49 UTC

oh

:)G

anonymous May 4 2003, 22:34:22 UTC

Sup brian, this is Tom.

A cute girl told me i was "Dashing" today.. that made my day. lol

anonymous March 1 2004, 21:40:05 UTC

Well, I had stumbled upon your journal and found the poem I had once written about you... I must say that was very childish and immature of me, and I think it was one of the more horrible times I have had knowing you found that. When I write, I mostly write to make myself feel better and the only way to do it is to put others down. It makes me out to be a very shallow and irrespectable person, and all I can say is sorry... I obviously had a negative impact on the way you thought of yourself as a person and I am here to say I am sorry for that. You have no reason to take offense to that poem, and I am an asshole for writing, because you know you are a smart, talented, wonderful and thrilling person...

I am very glad to be your friend Brian, don't forget it... No matter what some childish poem ever said...

Sean

OMG boogalish March 2 2004, 16:52:11 UTC

WHOA!!!! I totally forgot about that journal. I cannot believe that you read it!!! Just like how I wasn't supposed to read that poem, you weren¡¦t supposed to read that post. But seriously, all in all, I'm very glad that you did, because that "sorry" was one of the best apologies I¡¦ve ever gotten. Just remember that I never wrote or thought about you in a bad or angry way. You were a great boyfriend, it just sucked that it had to end in the drama that it did. I probably took that poem too seriously. I can understand that you wrote it to vent, just like I wrote that journal to vent.
Hehe, but yeah. Everything is super now! º I¡¦m really thankful that we are friends and can watch our friendship grow. You know I¡¦ll always be around, no matter how bad things get.