if only you understood how hard it is to wake up every morning wondering if you will still be there for me.....if you will still care the way you said you did....if only there was some way some how that you could make me feel secure....

- i wish you understood my point of view -

so you sat there and watched me die
and i turned to you and gasped for air
i looked up at your face
and all i saw was you smile
and then i realized that smirk of yours was growing

will you cry when you realized im gone or will you laugh when you figure out you were the one that lead me to die.....

as you sat and watched me die
i looked over at you and i gasped for air
then i saw that smirk upon your face
and realized it was growing.....

will you cry when you realize im gone or will you laugh because you are the one that lead me to die.....

my hands are cold and my tummy aches......

A friend in needs a friend indeed ( Read more... )

I love the fact that I find you so beautiful no matter where we are or what we are doing....you shine so brightly when you smile and when you hold me my whole body tingles....It's like you are a whole nother world that I found.... a whole nother planet that gives me nothing but joy ( Read more... )

Will you hold me till you can't anymore....

P.S I love Julie Ann Kubina. She is the best person in the whole world. The end.

I set my head on the top of my hand and stared blankly through the window....I began to think.....so then i just set my chin on the door....stared a bit more and felt myself begin to cry..... a tear rolled down my face and dampened my sweater a bit, i pulled my sweater over my hand and brushed it across my face to wipe away the excess tears ( Read more... )

I would have to say everything
is so much more beautiful now...
..the sun shines brighter,
the snow is more pure,
and everything is glorious.....

and I'm still smiling....

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