Please, don't leave me
[fic] Please, don't leave me
onkey | romance/angst | 1133 w | G
An unfortunate event left Kibum in a deep slumber
This is for owlbee , unnie i miss you so much ;A; thanks for the beautiful b-day message.
“You know I love you, right?” whispered Jinki to the lifeless body beside him, squeezing the pale, fragile, cold hand between his in hope of transmitting some of his life to the other.
“You know I can’t live without you…” tears started to fill his eyes, blurring his view, threatening to fall and stain the immaculate sheets that intended to keep warm the body of his beloved one. His voice quivered as he tried hard to keep strong, to keep the faith.
“If you know all of this, then why don’t you wake up already? Don’t you want to see me smiling again, because, at least I’m dying to see you smile, to watch your beautiful eyes glisten only for me…” His strong grip on the other’s hand lessened a bit, but he didn’t let go.
Jonghyun and Kibum had gone to their end-of-exams party, organized by the university. They were pimped out like no other, with their bodies longing for some music to get into them and dance the stress of those horrid weeks full of exams away. Kibum had given the last touches to his hair before leaving Jinki a voice mail to note him that he was coming late that night. They had a blast at the party, danced until their bodies couldn’t take it anymore.
They were finally getting back home, their bodies drenched from all the dancing. Jonghyun was driving slowly, careful not to run any red light, because as much of a crazy dino he was, “security is always first when it comes to driving,” he always said. But, not even the most careful person in the world could have prevented what happened next. Out of the blue, a drunken truck chuffer came out hitting Jonghyun’s car by Key’s side. Both cars sliced uncontrollably through the way and ambulances soon filled the night calmness with their undying sirens, hurrying to save all the lives they could.
A dreadful call had made Jinki’s heart suffer fondly and his legs felt useless even as they tried to get him to the side of his beloved Kibum fast enough.
Jonghyun and the driver of the truck only had some minor injuries. But Kibum wasn’t that lucky. The shock the crash had made in his body was too deep, and therefore he fell into a deep sleep, longing his awakening would come soon.
“Ahh, I… I think I even miss your nagging.” He said throwing his head back, leaning on his chair. He covered his eyes with one of his hands, the other one busy holding his beloved’s hand. “I must have gone crazy already; I’m starting to think I actually want to hear you nag at me for over working myself, or forgetting to properly dry my hair in the mornings only for you to just give up and sit beside me to dry it yourself, or… that time you got mad at me because I sneaked out at midnight to eat chicken…" he let out a little chuckle "you had the cutest frown on your face…”
He leaned back in and brushed some hair away from the sleeping beauty’s eyes “You looked beautiful that night; I thought you should know…” He looked at the table beside him. The pink roses he settled there were drying. “Ah, I think I have to go and buy you some new flowers, I know how much you love to have fresh roses beside your bed.” He let out a sigh as he stared lovingly to the latter.
“Ah! You must know that Jonghyun and I finally fixed the wii! You know how you always complained about how you couldn’t play Cooking Mama or Mario Kart anymore because Minho and I spilled water on it by accident, but I’m being a good hubby and I fixed it for you! So that when you wake up we can play together again. Though, you know, it wouldn’t be a bad idea if someone else wins at Cooking Mama, you know how angry Minho gets when he doesn’t win, even if he doesn’t even fancy the game that much.”
He stood up only to move Kibum’s body lightly to make room on the bed for himself. He settled himself beside him, making Kibum’s head rest on top of his chest, for him to be able to listen to the uneven beat of his heart. “You hear that, Kibummie? My heart still beats fast every time I’m near you. So don’t you worry about me not loving you anymore by the time you wake up, because this incessant heart beats only for you and for you only” He finished with a cheeky smile, looking down on Kibum, caressing his cheek lightly.
“So, Kibummie, don’t you dare not to wake up, okay?” he said finally letting some tears fall down from his tired eyes. “Don’t you dare give up, and leave my heart empty, ‘cause you still have too many things to do here. Jonghyun still needs you to help him with his sugar addiction. Minho misses his molesting-jonghyun partner, Taeminnie… he wants you to comment on his new hairstyle, you know, he dyed it red, it looks awesome on him, but you are the real fashionista here, so who am I to say?”
He squeezed the fragile boy tightly between his arms, trying to make him feel secure enough to come back. “And most of all, I miss you. I need you. I miss how you played with my hair, I miss your stunning smile, I miss that little blush I could take from you every time I kissed you; I just miss everything about you. So you can’t just decide you won’t be coming back, because I won’t be able to take it.”
Tears were now falling uncontrollably from Jinki’s eyes, he was now too tired to try and suppress them. “So please, Kibum, please, just come home already, I’ll be waiting for you here, right beside you, as I know you don’t like waking up to unknown places, especially when you’re all alone. I know how that freaks you out.”
His voice was now cracking, it was almost impossible for him to talk properly.
“I’ll be here for you always, so I only hope you come back and be here for me always.”
“Please, I don’t mind how much time you need, just don’t you dare to leave me, I've already waited 4 months for you,...I-I could even wait you for an entire life time, two, three even a hundred lifetimes if that's what you want, but please,...please, just don’t leave me. And promise me you'll keep on fighting, 'cause me being the only one is getting exhausting...” He said or more like sobbed, as the incessant tears made his body tremble in fear and despair.
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a/n: waahh~ it's been such a long time since i last wrote anything! i think i'm getting a little rusty =u=
lol, anyways this is for my beloved Rea unnie, i hope you like it unnie. C:
As always, comments are loved ♥
onkey | romance/angst | 1133 w | G
An unfortunate event left Kibum in a deep slumber
This is for owlbee , unnie i miss you so much ;A; thanks for the beautiful b-day message.
“You know I love you, right?” whispered Jinki to the lifeless body beside him, squeezing the pale, fragile, cold hand between his in hope of transmitting some of his life to the other.
“You know I can’t live without you…” tears started to fill his eyes, blurring his view, threatening to fall and stain the immaculate sheets that intended to keep warm the body of his beloved one. His voice quivered as he tried hard to keep strong, to keep the faith.
“If you know all of this, then why don’t you wake up already? Don’t you want to see me smiling again, because, at least I’m dying to see you smile, to watch your beautiful eyes glisten only for me…” His strong grip on the other’s hand lessened a bit, but he didn’t let go.
Jonghyun and Kibum had gone to their end-of-exams party, organized by the university. They were pimped out like no other, with their bodies longing for some music to get into them and dance the stress of those horrid weeks full of exams away. Kibum had given the last touches to his hair before leaving Jinki a voice mail to note him that he was coming late that night. They had a blast at the party, danced until their bodies couldn’t take it anymore.
They were finally getting back home, their bodies drenched from all the dancing. Jonghyun was driving slowly, careful not to run any red light, because as much of a crazy dino he was, “security is always first when it comes to driving,” he always said. But, not even the most careful person in the world could have prevented what happened next. Out of the blue, a drunken truck chuffer came out hitting Jonghyun’s car by Key’s side. Both cars sliced uncontrollably through the way and ambulances soon filled the night calmness with their undying sirens, hurrying to save all the lives they could.
A dreadful call had made Jinki’s heart suffer fondly and his legs felt useless even as they tried to get him to the side of his beloved Kibum fast enough.
Jonghyun and the driver of the truck only had some minor injuries. But Kibum wasn’t that lucky. The shock the crash had made in his body was too deep, and therefore he fell into a deep sleep, longing his awakening would come soon.
“Ahh, I… I think I even miss your nagging.” He said throwing his head back, leaning on his chair. He covered his eyes with one of his hands, the other one busy holding his beloved’s hand. “I must have gone crazy already; I’m starting to think I actually want to hear you nag at me for over working myself, or forgetting to properly dry my hair in the mornings only for you to just give up and sit beside me to dry it yourself, or… that time you got mad at me because I sneaked out at midnight to eat chicken…" he let out a little chuckle "you had the cutest frown on your face…”
He leaned back in and brushed some hair away from the sleeping beauty’s eyes “You looked beautiful that night; I thought you should know…” He looked at the table beside him. The pink roses he settled there were drying. “Ah, I think I have to go and buy you some new flowers, I know how much you love to have fresh roses beside your bed.” He let out a sigh as he stared lovingly to the latter.
“Ah! You must know that Jonghyun and I finally fixed the wii! You know how you always complained about how you couldn’t play Cooking Mama or Mario Kart anymore because Minho and I spilled water on it by accident, but I’m being a good hubby and I fixed it for you! So that when you wake up we can play together again. Though, you know, it wouldn’t be a bad idea if someone else wins at Cooking Mama, you know how angry Minho gets when he doesn’t win, even if he doesn’t even fancy the game that much.”
He stood up only to move Kibum’s body lightly to make room on the bed for himself. He settled himself beside him, making Kibum’s head rest on top of his chest, for him to be able to listen to the uneven beat of his heart. “You hear that, Kibummie? My heart still beats fast every time I’m near you. So don’t you worry about me not loving you anymore by the time you wake up, because this incessant heart beats only for you and for you only” He finished with a cheeky smile, looking down on Kibum, caressing his cheek lightly.
“So, Kibummie, don’t you dare not to wake up, okay?” he said finally letting some tears fall down from his tired eyes. “Don’t you dare give up, and leave my heart empty, ‘cause you still have too many things to do here. Jonghyun still needs you to help him with his sugar addiction. Minho misses his molesting-jonghyun partner, Taeminnie… he wants you to comment on his new hairstyle, you know, he dyed it red, it looks awesome on him, but you are the real fashionista here, so who am I to say?”
He squeezed the fragile boy tightly between his arms, trying to make him feel secure enough to come back. “And most of all, I miss you. I need you. I miss how you played with my hair, I miss your stunning smile, I miss that little blush I could take from you every time I kissed you; I just miss everything about you. So you can’t just decide you won’t be coming back, because I won’t be able to take it.”
Tears were now falling uncontrollably from Jinki’s eyes, he was now too tired to try and suppress them. “So please, Kibum, please, just come home already, I’ll be waiting for you here, right beside you, as I know you don’t like waking up to unknown places, especially when you’re all alone. I know how that freaks you out.”
His voice was now cracking, it was almost impossible for him to talk properly.
“I’ll be here for you always, so I only hope you come back and be here for me always.”
“Please, I don’t mind how much time you need, just don’t you dare to leave me, I've already waited 4 months for you,...I-I could even wait you for an entire life time, two, three even a hundred lifetimes if that's what you want, but please,...please, just don’t leave me. And promise me you'll keep on fighting, 'cause me being the only one is getting exhausting...” He said or more like sobbed, as the incessant tears made his body tremble in fear and despair.
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a/n: waahh~ it's been such a long time since i last wrote anything! i think i'm getting a little rusty =u=
lol, anyways this is for my beloved Rea unnie, i hope you like it unnie. C:
As always, comments are loved ♥