Losing it all

[boogie_pimp]

Well it seems that Antoinette is losing feelings for me and thinks maby I should move to Portland instead. This is heartbreaking and I still hav'nt recieved her letter wtf is going on. I need people to help me during this rough time not tell me that they don't know what to believe. Have I done ANYTHING to be DEEMED untrustworthy? If I have

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[glo_wyrm]

anti has just been exposed to a lot of untrustworthy people in her life. it tends to condition one into not trusting,especially if things are going suprizingly well. worst case scinario you guys just put things on pause for a while. i don't see why you two can't kinda start things over in person once you live near eachother and have that making things a lot easier. i hope thinks arn't going to bad for you. unfortunate all this damn drama poping up just when things were looking so good.

no mo drama

[mad_schizo_spaz]

I almost don't know what to write. I am all about the PLUR. Sorry if talking to Jessica hurt you. I won't do it again. >:0 She seems a bit off. Funny that is what she said, YOU SAID about me. That I was off, and that is why you were with me, to help me. Sounded like bull. I bet she doesn't even know about our eggs. I think you deserve to be treated right. :) As do I. I think we can get over this small bump in the road.

Also, she said, you were talking about me, and said I was crazy. I replied.."If he did say that, he's telling the truth, I am fucking insane." I think she coulden't use that one again. Automatic reaction for me, is to back off. I have been through alot of crap.
I am not going to though. No backing off this time. You have to realize I am taking a huge chance. You know when we met, you might not even like me.

It is very possible. Let's hope not though. Like I said, I am not going anywhere. The only person that could drive me away form you, is you. ♥♥♥ Third time is a charm.

Re: no mo drama

[boogie_pimp]

I appologize for crying on the phone thats not very manly LOL.
Antoinette when I meet you It will be like us on the phone but instead of dreaming of touching me and kissing me and snuggling we can do it for REALS.
Sounds nice to me. Hey I noticed you've been a bit sad latly is there ANYTHING I can do to help becouse I will. Oh and it was less than a bump more like a pebble :) Nothing can destroy our love for each other problems only create soultions and build a stronger foundation for our love to grow on.
I am glad I met you sweetie your too good to me. I hope I can give you back 1% of what you've given me.
- ToyZ