Today was pretty alright. I was in a shitty bad mood for the majority of the day at school but luckily i had a half day and things got better when i got home. I think its amazing that just talking to someone can change your whole outlook on the way your day is going. Im glad that there are people around me who are able to cheer me up and calm me ( Read more... )

BEhold the power of the beheaded boy

today was good, i had my random anger, but thats nothing new. Little things tend to piss me off. Things that probably shouldnt. Whatever. Brianna is here. Shes kinda cool i guess. Anyhoo, she just hit me, i guess shes "hella" cool. oww she jit me again and said corey in a semi sexual way. It was hot. anyway

So yeah, ive been pretty MIA for a while, on the live journal and in person. Theres too much shit going on. I got a car now and i have until the end of the year to find a job, which is balls. Fuck growing up man, fuck it. I hung with brian, juan, josh, and tyler the other day, that was great, had a pretty good time just kickin back talking with ( Read more... )

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

Well atleast im not Schizoid

Have you ever been happy as fuck, but at the same time your sadder then you ever could be. fuck this shit. I dont now what to do and the only thing i can think would make me feel better would be either ( Read more... )

So ive been thinking alot latelly, about whats important to me. I know that i need to get my shit straight so that the paper isnt a complete piece of shit this year. Im in charge so i gotta figure that shit out. I need to quit smoking really bad because its a waste of money and im fucking dying, no joke, ive had a fat cough for like a year. There ( Read more... )

So i was in kansas for 2 weeks. Fuck kansas. Ive been parting nonstop since i got back. I jsut realized that there are at least 2 people in this world that i care about so i think im gonna stop with the drinking. maybe... you never know what the fuck i might do

Hey im stuck on vacation with my parents so everyone should send me emails at bbignasty@hotmail.com so i have sometng to do.

so we had this big ass party at josh's/blake's last night and i must say, i had fun. You know the party was good for you when you wake up sitting up in a garage at 5 in the morning by yourself. I dont remember mutch but i think i made a pretty big ass out of myself, which i tend to do, and i dont think i did but if i offended anyone or anything ( Read more... )