Fucking... yeah okay... make plans with me and then don't even bother to say sorry you blew me off. Fuck that ( Read more... )

Hawthorne Heights said it best. Hahaha. I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever. So fuck the past dude, seriously... stop fucking with my head and I won't fuck with yours... it's simple... oh yeah and I got a ride home from a cute kid... and he knows it... my sugar daddy n shit. ahahaha. fuck...

I'm emo but I just want to feel like I did when we were laying on the couch, you were holding me and we were watching headbangers ball... pretty fucking safe... for once. :/ God damn it why do I have to be such a stupid shit about everything?

I just hope I can stand the wait of building back the bridges I made fall apart. It's gonna be tough but if you let me, it will happen really soon ( Read more... )

So being an assistant for Calahan is fucking aweosme. I lit insence and sat there in a comfy big chair... hell yeah. Jeff picked me up after school<3 MIKE YOU NEED TO DRIVE YOUR TRUCK and then I went home and hung out with my Mommie. I'm really tired and I want to blaze pretty fucking bad but THERE'S NO GREENS. I love you, goodnight.

School seems to be going well. Classes don't seem too hard.. teachers are nice... blah blah blah. I'm a ta for mr. calahan so I'm happy. I love not careing what I look like though it makes my day go by faster. Anyways. I just got home from alysas house and I'm tired as fuck so I'm going to go to sleep and see jeff tomorrow :D

First day of school tomorrow.

As sad as it is, I'm excited :)

What did I do to deserve this karma?

Tonight made me smile. Someone who actually takes me out... :)

Shout out time, seriosuly I'm shouting.
Stop fucking up...Stop being someone you're obviously not... Stop making people worry... Stop breaking promises... and most of all stop fucking lying. I hate it.

So last night my "love" life did a back flip. It went from me doubting all relationships and being afraid of never being able to rekindle the one that means most, to finding out there's more out there and it's knocking at my front door :) I like this one a lot... I always have... Maybe it's not "The one" or what ever, that doesn't bother me one bit ( Read more... )