youngjae/daehyun: help me help me

Sep 02, 2012 17:21

help me help me
youngjae/daehyun
pg-13, romance



help me help me.

youngjae sometimes think about jung daehyun.

it's nothing special really, but sometimes when it's time to go to bed, youngjae would think about the things that happened during the day and then he would think about daehyun (and then maybe sometimes he'd rolled over just to sneak a glance or two at the boy sleeping beside him, but that doesn't really mean anything anyways).

it's nothing special really, but sometimes when they practice, youngjae likes to watch daehyun from the corners of his eyes (and then he'd messed up the dance moves -again - and himchan-hyung would rolled his eyes and yongguk-hyung would pat his back encouragingly. but daehyun would smile, teasing him and giving him a little push on the shoulder, and youngjae would feel a little hotter, but that doesn't mean anything anyways).

it's nothing special really, but sometimes when daehyun sings, youngjae would feel that stupid butterfly that really likes to bother him, especially in his stomach (and he especially likes it when they had to harmonize, because then he can look straight into daehyun's eyes while they stand - too close - beside the recording mic, but really, that doesn't mean anything anyways).

--

"stop being such a twitter-whore." youngjae snapped up at that, and there's daehyun, hovering over his shoulder and looking at youngjae's phone. "um." youngjae replied, feeling daehyun's breaths against his neck, and he almost forgot how to work his tongue - but he doesn't, because he's yoo youngjae, and yoo youngjae doesn't do speechless.

"you're just jealous because i now have over 100,000 followers." he said, tilting his chin upwards just a little, and he practically reeked of smug. daehyun doesn't reply for a moment, simply glancing between youngjae's face and his phone. then, "come on, i'm hungry, let's go eat." daehyun said instead, grabbing youngjae's wrist and dragged him away from the couch he's been sitting on.

"yah! seriously? didn't you just finish lunch though?"

--

youngjae always thought he would've settle down with a girl around his age. he always thought he would someday meet this girl and destiny would pat him on the back, congratulating him for finding his soulmate and he'd be happy forever. there would be a cute little wedding in a small church and everyone would come, his family, his friends. hyosung-noona and jieun-noona would be there, fussing over his suit and hana-noona and sunhwa-noona would tease him because it's probably the first time ever that he'd wear such a formal suit. yongguk-hyung and himchan-hyung would be there too, probably already married years ago because himchan-hyung's always nagging that his ring finger is missing something really special, and jongup and junhong and daehyun - they'd be there too. daehyun would be his best man, because daehyun is his best friend. and then everything would be beautiful and perfect.

--

he really wasn't expecting to dream about daehyun instead though.

--

jongup and junhong are playing around again. youngjae slumped against the wall, finding zero engery to stand up after the long practice. he's almost envious of the makanes' energy, always playful and ready.

youngjae watched the two boys play around. jongup would dance and junhong would purposely mess up jongup's dance moves, and they'd look at each other for a moment before breaking into smiles and laughters. youngjae wondered if that's what love is like. like staring into someone's eyes and finding nothing but pure happiness staring straight back; like wanting to be with someone 24/7; like needing someone to function, like air.

"yah pabo youngjae! stop spacing out and help me with this!" youngjae glanced over to where daehyun's calling for him, and he wondered, for just a moment, if daehyun would ever look at him like that.

because yoo youngjae might, just might, be falling for jung daehyun.

--

there's a line between friends and lovers. sometimes it's a little hard to find, but youngjae doesn't know what he'd do if he loses daehyun, because if he's already dying without daehyun's love, what would he do if he looses daehyun's friendship?

--

when youngjae woke up, he's alone in the dorm with daehyun. he vaguely remembered yongguk-hyung saying something about schedules with himchan-hyung, and god knows where jongup and junhong had gone off to. so now it's just him and daehyun.

daehyun's sitting on the couch with an ipad when he finally rolled out of bed. "anyo." youngjae smiled, almost sheepishly, scratching his bed-hair messily. he plopped down next to daehyun, digging his chin on daehyun's shoulder playfully. "what are you looking at?" youngjae looked up, and he's so close he can almost count the number of lashes on daehyun's eyes and his lips are right there and-

"nothing really." daehyun said, blinking his eyes, wide and open, at youngjae, and youngjae jerked back, face a little flustered, because what the actual fuck, he was going to kiss daehyun.

--

youngjae decided that he's going to blame daehyun for everything. it's his fault for suddenly crashing into his life and then making his heart go all faster and shit. it's his fault for always smiling that stupid smile at him and laughing and teasing like it's completely normal (it is, but youngjae's going to blame daehyun anyways).

everythng is daehyun's fault (and if only daehyun would take responsibility and just love him back already - youngjae would gladly stop blaming daehyun for everything).

--

something tells youngjae today's going to be a bad day, and youngjae just know - he just know that it has something to do with daehyun.

they were outside of the waiting room, walking to the vending machine that's located down the hall because daehyun wanted coke, and so he dragged youngjae along with him because that's just what you're supposed to do when you have a best friend like youngjae.

on the way, daehyun was complaining about how he's hungry and there's no food for them until they've at least rehearsal twice for the live recording and how that's just so unfair because how is he going to dance with no food in his system?

but really youngjae was just staring at the way daehyun's lips were moving and how sometimes he'd stick his tongue out of the corner of his mouth and then he'd lick his lips and holy god his lips are just so fucking red and full and-

shit.

--

they weren't prepared for this. youngjae was not supposed to kiss daehyun, and daehyun - daehyun was definitely not supposed to kiss back. and so for the first time, youngjae doesn't know what to do.

"this isn't right. we shouldn't do this." daehyun almost whimpered when their lips parted, but he wrapped his arms around youngjae and he doesn't let go, and so youngjae hugged back, hands rubbing circles on daehyun's back. "it's okay, we can fix this." youngjae whispered, lips pressed against daehyun's ears and his heart might be bursting out of his chest but that's not important anyways.

they never did fix anything though (but that's okay, because nothing's broken in the first place anyways).

author's note:
kind of inspired by crash, ugh why so adorable i cant even asdkflasdkjf
these six idiots are so ruuuude ;a; ruining my life like that (╯°□°)╯

i love all kinds of daehyun pairing (though my fav is daelo ;w;), and i've alway wanted to write daejae sooooo this came out
not beta'ed, all mistakes are mine

fandom: b.a.p, pairing: youngjae/daehyun

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